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One of my boyfriend’s friends got married this weekend. The wedding was at my Bf’s house. The girl did all the planning and decorating herself and I was pretty impressed. She transformed his back yard into a magical paradise. It was already a paradise but she put the magic in there. there’s really nothing to blog about other than the fact there was a little bit of drama. Why do couples fight at weddings? and why do girls get trashed and do really embarrassing things AT A WEDDING. I have only been to 2 weddings in my life. This was by far THE best wedding I have ever been to. They had it catered with delicious food. I pigged out, drank tons of margaritas but didn’t get trashed because I knew I would end up having to clean up at the end of the night and I didn’t want to drink til i passed out and leave my poor guy to do everything by himself. So here are some pictures of the wedding…mostly of my guys yard. Enjoy..oh and I’m such a nerd…I took a “thumbs up” picture on the toilette LOL I’m a total lame ass

my brother shared this with me this morning and it made me so happy. I’ve been saying for years that this woman can’t carry a tune. She’s been blessed with a great producer who can hide her flaws…but no one can save her in a live performance. Hot as Hell but cursed with that bark

I saw some of you were in the chat room for Naughty America. Thank you for visiting me. I had fun. I just want to point out how much I love my fans by telling you what I put myself through just to do that Cam show. LOL

I had to wake up at 5am, drive to my agents house at 7am so that I could meet up with a driver by 9am who would take me and Alanah Rae to the LA train station. We waited for the train for 1 hour then boarded. The train ride to San Diego was 3 hours long. We took come pictures while on board because we were board out of our heads. We also took a few pix while set just to share with you fine folks

After we each did a 30 minute webcam show, we went back to the train station, got on the train,rode for 3 more hours to the stations, took a taxi to the agent’s house, I picked up my car and I drove home. I got home at 10pm. LOL it was a ridiculous travel day but worth it to see some of you guys in the chat.

I was in the naughty teacher chat. I was dressed conservatively as I was supposed to really be a teacher. My students had all failed their last test so I was going to have to teach them a lesson. I had to put some of the dunce students in a time out from time to time. Meanwhile, the teacher pet’s got rewarded with me stripping out of my clothes and finishing myself off with a large flesh colored dildo. I had a lot of fun playing a bitchy teacher, I hope to do it again 🙂

Alanah was a naughty school girl. I wasn’t able to sit in on her show but she looked really cute. I was glad I got to be on a train with her for 6 hours, she’s a pretty awesome broad

I’ve been busy with work again. Which can be good or bad for you readers. I can either blog about some really sexy stuff or just simply be waaay to tired to even turn on my computer. The actual shooting isn’t the exhausting part. Sitting in traffic for a few hours then staying on my feet all day, posing all sexy like, sucking in my gut, popping out my tits and ass and trying to look long and lean is the exhausting part. “modeling” is like doing yoga. It’s hard

But enough bitching and complaining…because for all the  hardships I might have in my line of work the benefits and perks outweigh any of the “bad stuff” by infitiy. Last week the perk I got was working with Justine Jolie. I have worked with her once before. We did an educational video on how to perform cunnilingus is Tristan Taormino”guide to oral sex”. We worked on that movie about 2 years ago. I’ve always admired Justine. She’s a sexy girl with a good head on her shoulders. I love that she promotes her self as “The World’s Hottest Geek”. She is a complete genius about electronics and gadgets and she’s very business suvvy. Add a hungry sexual appetite to all those other characteristics and you have what I call, the perfect woman. While we were doing our scene I would look into Justine’s piercing blue eyes and I would melt. She hypnotized me, put a spell on me, took me to another land. She was aggressive in bed but not too aggressive. She really really really wanted to get me off and she wouldn’t stop until she did. She’s a pleaser alright. She’s a natural born lover.

I have to admit I was nervous about working with Justine. I think the world of her and I didnt’ want to disappoint her. On top of that the director, the amazing  Kathryn Annelle, kept telling me she was nervous about shooting us because she didn’t think she was ready to shoot the both of us up until that day. sheesh….the pressure was on. I was so nervous I could barely remember the few lines they gave me. I lighted up after Justine got me on the bed and went between my legs. She took me  to another land for the next half hour. I am finally coming back down to earth now after a few days. Thank you Kathy 🙂

I’ve recently fallen in love with The Ting Tings, especially the “that’s not my name” song. I started laughing when I listend to the lyrics because it totally reminded me of the adult entertainment expo I had to work last month. First of I was working at a booth with about 10,000 strangers flashing pictures of me, none of who knew who the hell I was. Several asked for autographs…like..why…that’s totally weird. The funny thing about the convention freaks is that they think they can demand girls to do things and we will just drop to our knees to please them. To get our attention they would shout, ” hey sweetie, sweetie” or “sexy, over here” “hey baby”. I would joke with the girls in my booth after the show by walking behind them and shouting, “hey sweetie, sweetie, over here…show me your tits, sweetie turn around, sweetie…sweetie.” I got so fucking tired of being called “Sweetie” I could have punched someone the last day. So this song “that’s not my name” just reminded me of my horrible experience with the a-hole at the AEE.  

“Are you calling me Darling?
Are you calling me Bird?
Are you calling me Darling?
Are you calling me Bird?

They call me hell
They call me Stacey
They call me her
They call me Jane

That’s not my name
That’s not my name
That’s not my name
that’s not my name

They call me quiet girl
But I’m a riot yeah
Maybe Jolesia
Always the same”

Anyway, the people at the AEE got a name of their own from me. I called them all “Carl” because they all reminded me of Carl for “Aqua Teen Hunger Force”.

what most the dudes at AEE reminded me of

I don’t understand how someone who looks like Carl thinks I would go for them, when I don’t like guys but when I do find a guy I clearly go for the ones who look like Adonis.

I know that none of the Carls are coming to this Blog and ergo will not have their feelings hurt. I know they won’t come here because they still have no idea who I am, even after the pictures and autographs and attempts to grab my tits and ass. Those type of guys are to fucking rude and inconsiderate they would never take the time to actually look up who I am or try to get to know me at all. Now don’t get me wrong, Not every single person at the convention was a Carl. Carl was a special breed of asshole who went to the show…so if you did go to the show and meet me and you didn’t try to grab my ass, or ask me for my number or tell me graphically how you wanted to fuck me, then you are NOT a Carl.

I’ve been working so much that I haven’t had time to blog about all the amazing women and companies with who I’ve been working.

Where do I start.

I really hate mushing all these together into one blog because each scene really does deserve it’s own blog but I simply can’t do it. I have had a very exciting year so far and everyday something pops up I want to blog about. I will be blogging about most of my wrestling stuff on my new blog site . Of course I will blog about that good stuff here as well but I will go into much more detail on that site as well as provide reviews on scenes I watch. The site also has a forum which is free to sign up and post on so please check it out.

So that’s the first bit of news I wanna talk about.

In other news….I did 2 scenes for Triangle films recently. It’s been a while since I have been able to work with those talented film makers. They had a lot of exciting things happening with their company so they to were busy. The first scene was with a really awesome girl named Stephanie Sage. Stephaine has the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen in my life. Her skin is pale, smooth and firm. I hate to say it but I do love working with younger women because their bodies are so firm. I work out 2 times a day just to try to keep my body not disgusting…if I miss one day at the gym my belly starts flopping around like some gelatinus creature….but I digress…back to the bate material…ahh yes the beautiful Stephanie Sage. Ms. Sage is relatively new to the industry with a handful of scenes under her belt. She expressed she was nervous which I could kinda tell. We did a scene where I was her therapist and she was confessing to me that she was a sex addict and was discussing her fantasies….start dream sequence…. She and I go into the room and make sweet sweet love. Stephanie was a little nervous at first but as the director kinda egged her on she become much more open and aggressive and the scene got really fun. When Stephanie would make eye contact with me, I would simply melt. She is a very sexy girl and I think she will do very well in this industry.

My second scene for Triangle was with Mina Meow…..and it should be said, “MMMMMMEEEEEE OW” damn that girl has skills. First off let me tell you about how excited I got just watching the photographer take stills of her. She’s probably 5′ tall and 89lbs. She’s a rather skinny girl but damn does she have an ass on her….and her tits…whoa..perfect!!! She was the second fair skin beauty I had for the day…yummy. Our scene was outrageous. We got carried away…we didn’t even know camera were around us anymore. We were going at it for what seemed like 5 second but in reality was 30-40 minutes….its always a good sign when a scene goes by fast….it means we were having a good time.

These scenes were for 2 separate series so you will have to check them both out when they are released they are both gonna be fun to watch.

I also did a shoot with my girl Karrlie Dawn recently and I got to play with her new size F titties…yes I said F as in “fuck those are huge”. Karrlie and I get a long…let’s put it that way. She’s an amazing girl…very sexual and very skilled. She is so much fun. I love the fact that I can bang her and then go grab a cup of joe with her and talk about politics and other hot topics. The girl is brilliant and one of the nicest people I’ve ever met. I really really really like her and I know that the scenes she and I have done together are magic. I forget the name of the company who will be releasing the video but you need to google it and get it. It’s outstanding 🙂

This last weekend I got to shoot for Dana Dane again. I always love working for her. She always gives me amazing talent with which to work and she always let’s us just “go at it”. This weekend I got to shoot in Malibu at this really awesome place looking right at the beach with a hot girl named Shayne Ryder. OMG this girl blew me away. She’s another new kid off the block; been in the industry for a few months. She was acting all innocent and shit almost made it seem as if she’d never been with a women…made comments like “oh I’ll just do what you do..you should be the aggressive one cause I don’t know what I’m doing.” yeah right ..that girl had tricks I’ve only seen in professionals. She had the sexiest bedroom eyes. She would be licking me and look right into my soul with those beautiful doe eyes. and she knew how to work it. She moved her body like a dancer…just oozing all over me like she was melting on my hot flesh….she conformed to my body and we moved as one….OMG I’m sounding romantic I must have a crush on this girl. wow…she was amazing!!! yes I recommend googling this video!

well that’s it for now. I will blog about the 12 girl Ultimate Surrender match I had a few days back later…it was pretty outstanding 🙂

I saw the movie, “The Wrestler” the other day. It was utterly depressing and real and I loved it. Mickey Rourke did a fantastic job. I don’t think they could have picked a better guy for the roll. I was totally in love with  Randy “The Ram” Robinson ” because he was stuck in the 80’s. I was left liking the guy but saying to myself, “you did this to yourself man, your priorities are wacked” They guy was living in a trailer and spending tons of money on steriods, tanning, hair dye…OMG it was totally awesome.  Mickey Rourkes body was amazing for anyone’s age but the dude is 52 yers old. 

I gotta say that this movie wont’ be for everyone. It was a raw filming style. One feels as if he or she is litterally following the characters with a camera. The shooting is done with a lot of hand held cameras which is perfect for the feel of the movie. So any of you people who have been spoiled with “the Matrix” camera effect and angles and you can’t stand realism this movie is not for you. The viewer is left to enterpret the ending as he or she wishes. So if you are a moron and need to have every single thing explained to you to following anything ( I.E. if you like the mission impossible movies) then the Wrestler will probably not be for you. Again this movie was depressing but it was so real. It was a roller coaster in the theatre. I was laughing, I was crying, I was bored at moments but then something awesome would happen…like they’d play some really bad 80’s music, or Marisa Tomei would show some boobs (her body was insane and her played her character flawlessly). I hope this movies wins all the awards for which it was nominated.I’m so happy that Mr. Rourke will be appearing in Several movies coming out in 2010. I hope the best for him in his career.

Russia was amazing!!! So deep with culture and history…what a fun trip. We ended up traveling for 21 hours yesterday to get home. We had to fly from St. Petersburg to Moscow and then from moscow to LA….what a journey.

So where should I start….okay the plane trip to Moscow.

We decided to fly using Aeroflots because they were the only ones who had nonstop services to Moscow. We did some research before we left and found that Aeroflots didn’t have the best reputation. We were scared of the flight before we got on. We heard that seats were literally duct taped together, flys would be buzzing around, the food wouldn’t come until 11 hours into the flight….basically anything that could go wrong…people were telling us would go wrong.

The flight wasn’t bad. Russians did cut like everyone said they would. We were warned that Russians all crowd and push to the front…I did not experience this. We waited in line to check in with Aeroflots. I figured it would be easy since we had called several weeks in advance to book our seats to ensure we would be seated next to each other. Much to our dismay, when we got to the counter, the service rep informed us that the seats we had reserved were no longer researved but he could seat us together on the back of the plane….he also told us that our calling in advance to book the seats does no good and he didn’t understand why Aeroflots tells people their seats are books over the phone because they have no way to possibly do that…but I digress.

We get on the plane, which was delayed 2.5 hours…no biggie…just means we got to spend more time together. We finally board and get to our seats ( which are about 10 yards from any tv monitors and on a 12 hour flight that takes a lot of fun out of things). The plane started to back up and move and all these old people were still standing up getting stuff out of the over head compartments. These people were crazy, it was a bumpy take off. The flight to Moscow wasn’t bad at all. I slept a bit on the plane, I was happy, Sugar bear was happy, things seemed to be goin very well.

We knew we were going to be late since the plane was delayed and we had a driver waiting for us in Moscow to pick us up from the airport but we had no way of getting ahold of him to let him know we were going to be late. When we landed it took almost an hour to collect our luggage. The driver was there waiting for us. He had sat there waiting for 2+ hours..what a sport!!!

We checked into our hotel. We stayed at Le Meridien National in Moscow. It came highly recommended to us by a friend of SugarBears. That hotel is literally across the street from red square and everything worth seeing is within walking distance from the hotel, which is great because we learned that taxis in Russia are a rip off.

After checking in and relazing for a secont we decided to venture out into the snowy night to find a place to eat. We had travel books that had recommended some cafe called FAQ cafe and we figured we would try the place out. We couldn’t find the dame place. We walked up and down the street looking for it, we asked a few people on the street if they knew were it was and the just stared at us. We learned that Russians are staring people. They won’t give you an ” i don’t understand” or ” i don’t speak english” nothing…not even a “fuck you” in english or russian…they just star at you and walk past you. it’s rather creepy. after one or two futile attempts to get directions for passerbyers on the street we finally hit the jack pot. We found two girls who not only spoke great english but they recommended a better place to eat for the night. The kindly escorted us over to a place called Viet Cafe which was right around the corner from our hotel. Since it was a Saturday night several russian youths gathered in the resturant/bar eating, drinking and dancing to loud techno music….the russians love Techno. Viet cafe had amazing service and the food was great. I highly recommend it. That night,  the locals were very friendly to us. Some even bought us a crazy drink called “gone with the wind”. They 5 shots of something or another around another drink that was in a martini glass. The liquid in the martini glass was light on fire. The drinker is supposed to suck the liquid from the martini glass up with a straw while someone throws the 2 shots next to the glass into the beverage all the while the drinker sucks up everything. The drinker is then supposed to do the 3 other shots lined up waiting. It was pretty hectic.

Ok…I can see this is going to take a lot longer to blog about than I thought….all this and I haven’t even gotten to the end of our first night…so here are some highlights and I will blog in more detail later…I have to head out to Vegas for the AVN convention tomorrow and I have to unpack and repack stilll…oh my time clock if fucked 🙁

highlights after night one

we saw Lenin….so bizzare the dude looks younger and better than me…I’ll have what he’s having.

Kremlin…very nice

St. Basil’s Cathedral….beautiful

Felix the tour guide…what a character

Went to a “Pick UP bar called Night flight” and some dude was molesting my bf and his Affliction Teeshirt.

The Americans we met on one of our tours…..nice folks…ended up spending new years with them

OMG NYE in Kremlin….Russian president bummed me out

I ate Reindeer…RIP rudolph

Flight to ST. Petersburg was great

Hermitage Museaum is  WAY to big to see in one day…one year even…we saw a lot…My feet still hurt

Peter and Pauls fortresss…saw naked people jumping into belowfreezing temperatured water….not just one or two of them either there were a lot…naked….totally awesome

went to strip club…it wasn’t all that great. girls in Russia are all about money money money.

I will give more details later I’ll post pix as well.

I did the whole family holiday thing yesterday. I had some of the most delicious food I’ve ever had in my life. My boyfriend and I went to his mothers home for thanksgiving. My shoot up at kink that was scheduled for the Wednesday the 26th( the day before thanksgiving) was cancelled.  I was thankful it was cancelled because it allowed me to go up to my honey bunny’s mom’s house a day earlier to help out with the preparations.

We arrived late on Tuesday night. Probably around 1am. I was so tired, I don’t think I got laid that night. I’m I horrible when I say that having sex at someones mom’s house excited me. I like the idea of getting caught and embarrassed. I tried my hardestto bang the shit out of this man I love but he kept throwing me off of him like I were some soggy muffin or something. Tuesday night was was horrendous. My lover couldn’t sleep and every so often would wake me up to smell something that supposedly smelled hideous. We had his 2 Great Danesin the room with us, as we travel everywhere with them.  He assumed that the smell was being emitted from one of the beasts but we never did figure out who the real culprit was. Indeed I was awakened from my slumber several times just to smell something. “babe wake up do you smell that”….”yes baby it’s awful”…”what is that”.

I was awakened again a few times to help find the remote, once for the tv remote and once for the ac remote.  Basically I was grumpy the entire next day because I didn’t get laid and I was forced to wake up only to smell some ass.

Well actually the next day I was in a decent mood. I really love spending time with my lover’s mommy. I admire that woman so much. She’s very strong and she raised some great kids. I didn’t do much cooking. I am not much of a chef, though I try my darndest, it’s just not something for which I have a knack. We did spend the morning preparing all the desserts. We made pumpkin pie, jello molds, fat free sugar free oatmeal cookies, flowerless cakes, apple pie. I was planning on pigging out. The morning was great until I heard about the attacks in India. I have a package of birthcontrol pills coming from New Delhi so immediately I thought about those getting to me, then I realized what a selfish bastard I was. People like my sister are in Afghanistan fighting for our freedom in America and trying to put a stop to terrorist attacks and I’m sitting here thinking about preventing babies from falling out of my holes. Sometimes I can be thoughtless.

So needless to say, after I caught myself being so superficial, I realized how thankful I am for freedom and security living in American even though our economic times are so bad.

Thanksgiving dinner was a smash. The food was so amazing, the company was great and I was reminded of the things that really are important.

I was also informed that I was nominated for 2 AVNs (both in group sex scenes). Because both scenes are group sex scenes I don’t think the good people at AVN really even know I exist. I believe that several of AVN’s top babes were in the scenes with me and that’s the only reason why those scenes were acknowlegded.  I was nominated for best all girl group sex scene for “bad news bitches 3” as well as most outrageous sex scene for “squirt gangbang 2”.

So I’m thankful to be on the list. Thank you AVN 🙂

I did the whole family holiday thing yesterday. I had some of the most delicious food I’ve ever had in my life. My boyfriend and I went to his mothers home for thanksgiving. My shoot up at kink that was scheduled for the Wednesday the 26th( the day before thanksgiving) was cancelled.  I was thankful it was cancelled because it allowed me to go up to my honey bunny’s mom’s house a day earlier to help out with the preparations.

We arrived late on Tuesday night. Probably around 1am. I was so tired, I don’t think I got laid that night. I’m I horrible when I say that having sex at someones mom’s house excited me. I like the idea of getting caught and embarrassed. I tried my hardestto bang the shit out of this man I love but he kept throwing me off of him like I were some soggy muffin or something. Tuesday night was was horrendous. My lover couldn’t sleep and every so often would wake me up to smell something that supposedly smelled hideous. We had his 2 Great Danesin the room with us, as we travel everywhere with them.  He assumed that the smell was being emitted from one of the beasts but we never did figure out who the real culprit was. Indeed I was awakened from my slumber several times just to smell something. “babe wake up do you smell that”….”yes baby it’s awful”…”what is that”.

I was awakened again a few times to help find the remote, once for the tv remote and once for the ac remote.  Basically I was grumpy the entire next day because I didn’t get laid and I was forced to wake up only to smell some ass.

Well actually the next day I was in a decent mood. I really love spending time with my lover’s mommy. I admire that woman so much. She’s very strong and she raised some great kids. I didn’t do much cooking. I am not much of a chef, though I try my darndest, it’s just not something for which I have a knack. We did spend the morning preparing all the desserts. We made pumpkin pie, jello molds, fat free sugar free oatmeal cookies, flowerless cakes, apple pie. I was planning on pigging out. The morning was great until I heard about the attacks in India. I have a package of birthcontrol pills coming from New Delhi so immediately I thought about those getting to me, then I realized what a selfish bastard I was. People like my sister are in Afghanistan fighting for our freedom in America and trying to put a stop to terrorist attacks and I’m sitting here thinking about preventing babies from falling out of my holes. Sometimes I can be thoughtless.

So needless to say, after I caught myself being so superficial, I realized how thankful I am for freedom and security living in American even though our economic times are so bad.

Thanksgiving dinner was a smash. The food was so amazing, the company was great and I was reminded of the things that really are important.

I was also informed that I was nominated for 2 AVNs (both in group sex scenes). Because both scenes are group sex scenes I don’t think the good people at AVN really even know I exist. I believe that several of AVN’s top babes were in the scenes with me and that’s the only reason why those scenes were acknowlegded.  I was nominated for best all girl group sex scene for “bad news bitches 3” as well as most outrageous sex scene for “squirt gangbang 2”.

So I’m thankful to be on the list. Thank you AVN 🙂