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I think I may have been over doing it this month for my birthday but I must say, I do deserve it. 🙂 I have been getting some awesome birthday presents from so many of you and I simply love it. My latest addition of awesome gifts comes from my girl Kiwi. She sent me a full care package filled with yummy candy and girlie  supplies and clothes. So without further ado, here I am modeling the awesome clothes ( and a bikini I bought myself a while back) Thanks Kiwi 🙂

So I have a funny story about this last weekend which was memorial day weekend and just happens to be Kiwi’s bday ( happy bday sweetie). I got invited out to Long Beach to spend the weekend with a good friend of mine. I ended up spending most of the first day and night with her and all her friends but come Saturday night ( the second night) I needed to be alone and do my own thing. I wanted to watch the fights and none of the other girls really gave a shit about them which landed me solo for Saturday night. I was able to find a place within walking distance of my hotel to watch the fights.

The night started out pretty good even with boring fights that went on for WAAAAY too long. I won a raffle at the bar I went to for the fights. I never win raffles so this was awesome. I hardly could believe my eyes when they called the number and I saw it matched my ticket. I won a big giant platter of crap food I would never eat in a million years. I made a lot of friends while i tried to force feed them all the crap I wouldn’t eat. While I was trying to pawn off the cellulite starters to the bar crowd, this hot blond with massive tits came to site next to me and asked me if I was there with anyone. I said I was there by myself and she asked if she could hang out with me since she was there by herself. She told me it was her birthday so I offered to buy her a drink. She said she would only accept a drink if I would have one with her…so even though I really didn’t want to drink, I had a few ( like 7) with this broad. She was such a cute girl but then she dropped a bomb shell on me. She told me she was 100% straight and had no interest in being with women. So naturally I start texting my ex boyfriend trying to get him to come down to bang the shit out of this girl just so I could watch since she had no interest in me. ( He wouldn’t come down which is good because the lady ended up being a total weirdo. I find out later while talking with her that she has crazy self worth issues so she didn’t feel like she deserved my buying her drinks for her birthday and felt she had to even it out by buying my drinks)….I psycho-analyzed this broad to death  because I was going to hook her up my ex and wanted to make sure she wasn’t a luney….here’s the thing..she is luney but beside that point..he doesn’t need me hooking him up. he do just fine on his own. I think at some point in the night, I became a jewish grandma. I won some food platter at the bar and forced everyone near me to eat it and then suddenly I thought I was a match maker. WTF.

Any way. The girl wanted to buy my drinks ( so she says) then starts talking to the some guys who start to leave with her and the bartender had to chase her down to get her to pay her bill. LOL. What a low life.

So I had to walk home after that,which wasn’t bad but I had some time to think about shit which was nice. I love “me” time. I found out something about myself. I talk to myself. I ask questions and then answer them. I’m pretty sure that’s what insane people do LOL.

So that was my memorial day weekend. I must say it was awesome. I regret nothing.

One of my favorite hotties in the world sent me an amazing bday pressent. Yami ( my lover boy from Vsex) got me a pair of black Ed Hardy boots off my wish list. I was able to model them off for him live on Vsex. Indigo saw me on Vsex wearing the black pair and was graceous enough to get me the blue pair off my wish list…that was so awesome. I love you  Indigo and Yami 🙂 I love all my Vsex regs and I miss you all 🙂

in case you missed me modeling the black ones off live, I took some hot pix of me wearing the new blues ones…exclusively for my blog members :). Any of the pictures I take in front of that screen are just for my blog readers…that’s pretty much the only background I have in my house LOL

ENJOY and once again….THANK YOU xoxoxoox

I got a birthday gift from someone today. The package didn’t have any names listed or a note saying who got these for me. I hope you see this blog so you know how much I appreciate your gifts. Thank you thank you thank you

xoxox

Today is St. Patty’s Day and it is also the last full day of my stay in Canada. I had an insane time here. It’s funny, I thought I would be lonely or bored staying in a strange town all by myself. I had a hotel room all to my lonesome and really had not contact with anyone unless I could log online to check twitter. I can use my phone but only for calls and texts, I turned off the data receiving for various reasons.  One reason being that it drains the shit out of my battery and I didn’t want the phone dying on me while I was in town. I wanted to be sure to have a full battery should anything happen to me while I was out and about doing touristy stuff. Enough about my lame phone; I went to Niagra Falls today. It’s a little  under a 2 hour drive from my hotel. Mr. Bob ( the friend I was visiting out here) was kind enough to arrange a private driver to take me to and from the falls. Mr Bob has been extremely kind to me for this trip BTW…Not sure if you will ever read this Mr. Bob..but thank you 🙂

In my opinion, Niagra Falls is one of the wonders of the world.  The falls have not always been located at Table Rock Point; where they are located now.  The Falls have been on a slow journey North moving about 7 miles from its original position at the niagra Escarpment near the present day Village of Queenston. Niagra carries 20% of the world’s fresh water, flowing from four of the Great Lakes. Traveling at 40 miles her hour, the water’s speed and huge volume had immense erosive power. The brink of the Falls moved up to 10 feet every year until twentieth century engineering intervened to slow the rate down to only 1 foot every 10 years.  Water flowing from Lake Erie to Lake Ontario descends 326 feet ( more than half the drop is at the falls.This part of the Falls is known as the Horseshoe Falls.  The Horseshoe falls have a pool depth of 185 ft and a fall depth of 176-188ft. The Variation of dept of the pool and the height of the  fall depends on where the measurement is taken, the season of the year, the weather conditions and the amount of water being diverted for industry and hydro-electric power generation.

The Niagra Icebridge is made up of ice floes that have floated down the Niagra River from Lake Erie and then frozen together at the base of the falls. From 1880 until and accident in 1912, huts serving alchol and food were set up in a hut at the convinience of the thousands of visitors. The icebridge took out the footings of the Honeymoon Bridge in January of 1938 and the bridge collaps into the gorge. The pressent Rainbow bridge took it’s place.

After seeing the Falls, I had dinner at a tacky place called Casa D’Oro that was in the town. I have no idea what drew me to this place but I’m glad I went. The decore or ugly as sin. It reminded me so much of the resturant at the Madonna Inn in San Luis Obispo which is AWESOME. I love gotty, tacky decore.  I got some Salmon and then met my driver and we got back on the road. We drove through the town and I noticed an obsession with halloween themed places. They had Frankenstien on their Burger King  Buildings; Dracula and Haunted Houses were everwhere…I totally have to bring my son here.

Now you all know a little about these awesome pillars of water:) . I think today was the most perfect day to end my stay in Toronto. Tomorrow will be a travel day, which is no fun. I will hit the gym in the AM ( if I don’t have too good of a time tonight for st. patty’s day…that green beer tempts me) I have a little work to get done before I head off the the airport for my 6 hour flight…ba humbug..flying is for the birds!!!

I hope you enjoy the pictures and my silly captions 🙂

Today I spent the entire day in the Royal Ontario Museam ( ROM ). I went to every floor, to every exhibit and boy are my little tooties tired. I’m just about to take a nap before I hit the gym.  

The museum was outstanding. I wish I had my son with me. They had so many hands on exhibits for kids. The museum was flooded with children of all ages.  

I think the exhibits that stood out the most to me were the Chinese dynasties and the Water Exhibits. The water exhibit is a separate tour what a visitor must pay extra for. I wanted to see everything so I bought both the regular pass and the water exhibit pass and did the “audio tour”. I took many pictures which I will share below. I got to see a show with live animals and the bald eagle was soaring right above my head. His wings were so powerful that it caused gusts of winds to brush my hair across my face. It was so exhillerating being in the pressence of such a power beast…now I know what my vitims in wrestling feel like  being next to me LOL ( just serious)  

So check out the pictures below…I don’t know what else to share with you other than that pretty awesome indian statues with awesome titties and the picture of the shruken head 🙂 I took a lot of pictures of the amazing crystals. The ROM has some of the largest intact Crystals in the world. Oh and I took a picture of the Dolemite rock just because “Dolemite” is one of my favorit movies!
Enjoy, Dolemite, mutha fuckos  

Species of Rafflesia the world's largest flower. They appear to grow from the forest floor but in fact they are parasites that emerge from the roots of the Tetrastigma vine.

I’ve been in Toronto for 2 days. It’s technically only 1 day because the first day was a travel day. I flew in, got my hotel, took a nap and then walked around town. I had a mishap while I was trying to be a kind person…..every time I try to be nice something bad happens. sheesh.
A bum asked me for some spare change. I told him I had no Canadian dollars on me so he asked if I had American money. I have about 6lbs of change weighing down my purse so I thought to myself “this is perfect..let this guy carry the burden from now on and get rid of that change.” I grabbed a huge handful and handed it to him and walked away. About 10 footsteps down the road, after handing my life savings of change over the the man, it dawned on me that I had put my special ring in my change purse while I took Jui Jitsu classes. So I dug into my change purse to feel around for my ring…sure enough it was gone. I most likely handed it over to the homeless man on the street. I turned around to ask the man to double check the change for my ring and he was gone. He probably saw the ring and bolted knowing what a deal he got LOL..
Oh well. As someone pointed out to me, I will have amazing karma from that mishap. 🙂 ( hopefully)
Regardless of the shitty first hour of my trip, what with handing over my expensive ring to a complete stranger, I am having the time of my life. I rather enjoy traveling by myself. I make my own hours, I see what I want to see, I do what I want to do. Nothing stops me.

Today I walked 4 miles round trip from my hotel to the CN Tower. The walk was amazing. I saw some pretty fun things. I saw a black squirrel. I’ve never seen a black squirrel before. I took pictures of the little bastard to prove I saw him. I saw some police on horses. I’ve only seen that in New York. I’m from California, our police ride fast cars and carry guns and mace and stuff to fuck people up.

I walked all the way to the CN tower and by the time I got there I was famished. I had to grab some food with the best view I’ve ever had in my life. I could have sat at that dinner table all day and enjoyed my meal but I wanted to get to the top of the tower and then go back down to see the movies for which I bought tickets.
I got to the top…took a million pictures and then left. it wasn’t as exciting as I thought it would be…I guess I was expecting a free fall or sky diving or something…but that didnt’ happen.

I went back down the towers and watched this amazing 3D movie about Kelly Slater and his quest for the perfect wave, called “The Ultimate Wave“.  It seriously made me want to take some surf lessons. 

After about 3 hours at the tower, I went to dinner, alone. it was awesome. I ordered everything I wanted and had 2 Canadian beers by myself. A young man name Josh came up to my table and asked me if I was “Ariel X” I think this was the first time someone who knew who i was actually came up to ask me if I was who I was. I always get people emailing me after they see me somewhere saying ” hey I saw you here but didn’t want to say anything…” so this was kinda cool for me. I’m sure if I was with someone, Josh wouldn’t have said hello..so I’m glad I was by myself.

I love travelling alone….end of story!

check out the awesome pix I took with my amazing new Nikon Camera. I can’t figure out if I love Toronto of I just love that everything I have with me, my camera, my awesome self and my awesome cellphone that actually works in Canada… Stay tuned for more Toronto Tales.

My stalker case gets even more interesting…Looks like the guy with the cowboy hat and guitar isn’t the only one, I have a hot chick stalker too. Well, who knows, maybe these two are one in the same….They do seem to have split personalities…so who knows who who is..but I have at least one LOL The thing about Internet stalkers is there isn’t much one can do about them UNTIL something bad happens. Luckily for me, I know some people in some good places and I am able to do everything in a safe, sane, legal way to cover my bases.

When someone is committing a crime, the worst thing they can run into in a “patient” victim. you hear it all the time. People go shop lifting again and again…..then they get caught and busted and go away for a very very long time. The stores actually watch the person come into the store time and time again, lifting things from the shelves. They allow the thief to continue until a certain sum of product has been stolen by the criminal. They do this so they can press charges and get the maximum punishment for the criminal. The criminal is either stupid or has a giant ego thinking he/she will never get caught. Had the merchant not be so patient, the merchant would have busted the criminal the first time and the criminal could have gotten off with a slap of the hand.

Internet stalking kind of works the same way. Unless the criminal does something that the victim can prove has harmed them or caused the grief, the victim can not do much. The victim must be able to prove that the stalker is causing them harm.

Something bittersweet happened last night. You see. I’ve been tracking a stalker who has been writing me from several email addresses and using many different names. The IP address changes but that’s because this stalker is using hotspots most likely I starbucks. So I called up my buddy who has some really nice connections and we did a little research…waiting patiently for the day the stalker could “affect me” enough to the point that the FBI would actually take the case seriously…sure enough it happened last night while I was on webcam ( work)..the stalker came in and interrupted me from work…there for everyone to see….Then stalker sends me some pretty crazy emails…typical stuff that stalkers send when they find out they have been caught….as if the emails and harassing me at work ( which is all tracked by the studio I was working for last night….made my job easier as now I have everything IP address and what they said, tracked on their very very very high end secure servers )….but as I was saying…as if that wasn’t enough…I then got 12 calls at from midnight to 1am  with voice mails from the same blackberry that had sent me some of  the nasty messages…

So combined with the last 8 months of crazy emails I’ve had to deal with, I now have them stalking my online work, and calling my phone at weird hours of the day and sending me threatening emails..Something must have snapped in this person’s head last night or something because they gave me gold for this case in the time span of 4 hours. Man I had been waiting months and now in the 4 hour webcam show time, they were giving me everything I needed.

no one needs to put up with internet bullying or harrassment. I have ZERO tolerance for it…you may not know it when you first write me, I will be quiet and may even go along with your crazy games becuase I will plot and plan against you so I can be sure to get you in the most trouble I can.  I consider myself a nice person but if you cross me I will come down with furious vengeance, you won’t’ even know what hit you.

And to demonstrate how fucking evil I can get when someone crosses me…I’m posting this knowing that mister and/or misses stalker will read it. Undoubtably he/she will know that I am on to him/her. But what they don’t know is when someone will come to talk to them…they don’t know how much information I have gathered..what I have saved record of…They don’t know who will come talk to them…They will live the rest of their days until they do go to jail, living in a heightend stated of paranoia. This gives me great pleasure. To know that they will be thinking that every car that follows them closely may be a FED or any clicking on their phone may be a phone trace….or letters in the mail may be a summons…I hope this person lives in fear for a long long long. It is their Karma, I’m just the  catalyst to get it rolling.

The moral of the story…Don’t fuck with anyone, you never know who they know and what hell storm will be brought down on you. It’s like picking on a midget in the bar then finding out he’s there with a group of UFC guys who are now going to kick your ass. You thought that midget was going to be easying pickings but you had no idea who was backing him. In my 7 years in the industry I have attracted many powerful and kind people to this blog and to my site. I have been kind to everyone and the way I treat people has earned me favortism in many’s eyes. I have friends in high places and friends in very very low places all of which are equally dangerous. My point is…its best just to be kind to everyone as you never know who that person really is.

today is valentine’s day. It’s 9:13pm California time. obviously this isn’t a very monumental evening for me if I can post at 9:13 about the weird ass day I have had. The day started out as annoying as I thought it would.

I got a text messages at about 4 am from a person I hardly know……reason 6002938 why I don’t ever hand out my phone number…I know a lot of you often think it’s harmless for me to give you my numbers….like you’re the special one I’ll give my number out too…..and you are special, I’m sure your moms’ tell you that all the time ……but from my experience…if I hand my number out…I’m bound to get weird texts from you when you drink.. I don’t know how I have this affect on people…I just do. LOL….so some random guy I think I’ve met like 2 times writes me at 4 am…..that’s still 7 am east coast time….he’s not east coast…. 4 am..Monday morning…fucking great..woke me up..couldn’t go back to sleep…then the emails come in….I have this guy is Israel who writes me love letter every so often. I am flattered but yet the things he writes.. Idon’t believe anything he says, I think I’m just a figure he likes to pretend exists..so not writing him back leaves this mystery to him to make me who ever he wants me to be…responding, I think, would ruin this fantasy he has…and this fantasy is so beautiful..so I let him have it.

I got 2 dozen red roses delivered to my home from the love of my life, my ex.  this was bitter sweet to me. I love him so much and yet when he does things like this I get mind boggled…why would he do this… He’s not the type to do something unless he means it. He’s 48, the games have been played, he been there, done that..no reason to fuck with a little girl like me…and yet he knows how in love with him I am/was/no am…I try with all my might to ignore him. some days it’s easy. some days I’m so busy with work I can’t even call my mom or check in on my son….I worry about my ex’s health so I figure it’s best to keep in touch with him to make sure he’s okay and then I realize maybe I’m just making excuses. I wish he’d start dating already and just forget me. I wish he’d get married and have kids and be happy so I could be happy for him…or at least pretend to be. As far as I know he’s not dating anyone…fucking people…no doubt…but dating..I don’t know..I don’t ask and he doesn’t tell….I don’t talk to mutual friends as I don’t care to hear any gossip or drama they’d try to bring to the table. Since I do not speak with mutual friends I really don’t have a social life…..Work becomes me. I am my job. I love it and yet I hate it. my personality is “blah” lately. I have no sense of humor….I kinda act like a bitch to strangers just because I don’t have time for them….I hate who I am becoming…

To add insult to injury about this person I am becoming…I get an email from another ex…..long time since ex….now this is a long story….I dated a married man way back when…actually the man who I would say made me realize I hated men..LOL….he was bi……though I didn’t know it at the time…but I could sense it….He  was such a girl during out “courtship” if you can call it that. He was such drama…think…lesbo relationship drama and then super size it and  add extra cheese to it because his drama could get pretty fucking cheesy.

I can’t delve into that relationship, frankly because I no longer care about it nor can I remember half of it because I use to drink a lot LOL….Anyfart….about 2 months ago..IDK..4 months ago..who cares…dude writes me telling me he needs to speak to me after 4 years of not speaking to each other. I agree, reluctantly because I have changes so much as a person and don’t really care to know him any longer…he broke my heart and I’m just over it. But I agreed to meet with him. I though he was going to tell me he had AIDS or something terminal…just the way he spoke made it sound pretty serious. so I met up with him and all he had to say was that he was sorry for how he treated me…..nice effort but too little too late. So IDK if he was trying to rekindle some crap or what…but every so often he would write me…tell me how much I meant to him..blah blah lbah….I’m like..”um yeah, I know, I was a fucking amazing girlfriend…you’re groveling to come back to me, just like everyone else I have dated” LOL yes, I’m pretty cocky…..

Anyfart….so today he sends me some gay message saying “goodbye” Basically to say good bye to who I “use to be” I’m assuming???? I don’t know really cause his emails were so fucking weird….here’s the thing about “goodbyes” when you mean them..you don’t need to say them…when you say them it’s your stupid way of trying to get the other person to try to convince you to stay…fuck that shit, I don’t play games..OMG i should post the emails back and forth..should I but I’m too lazy to copy and past them in chronological order and black out the names for right now…..

The only saving grace for this day was finding solace in a friend, who I found out I have a lot more in common with than I do with most folks. This woman had a pretty shitty weekend and yet she called me and was more concerned for me than she was for herself…awww. I love people like that. She had a pretty mind fucked weekend herself…people play games more often than we like to think. I guess it’s good that people are so strange because for each time they are strange there is someone on the receiving end and those of us on the receiving end often find truly loving friendships when we bond with others who have suffered as we, ourselves have.

Which leads me to the conclusion that we all must have something in common. Those of you who have found my blog didn’t do so on accident. YOu may have been searching for porn and found my blog but you keep coming back because you are drawn to my honesty.. You must be an honest person. I’m sure you heart aches and you have experiences the mind fuck and utter love for someone who just doesn’t want you. We all have a lot in common…I’m a porn slut…you may be a sales man, a business woman, a fry cook, an actress, a restaurant owner, a consultant, a HR man, CEO, slave owner….I don’t care what you do…we all have something in common….We all have felt the same hurt…maybe we can all help each other heal

Happy Valentine’s day my dears.

This last week was jammed packed with ridiculous actitivies. I was editing video and photos for a production I did. It’s not hard work, it’s just long and tendious. Funny story about the editing. I was editing a wrestling video…usually no biggie but this one I had to pay special attention to because one of the models was ripping farts the entire time….fucking awesome. I was cracking up watching the video the whole time but out of respect for the model I had to edit the farts out. She asked me to take them out..

that was awesome..still makes me smile just thinking about it. Farts are the funniest thing in the world to me. The only down side to that was I had to watch the video for the entire length and edit out each one.

In other news. The catfight webcam is going to be launching soon. We’ve been tweeking with it so that it will be flawless by launch date ( early March). Feel free to check it out now..no models are online at the moment http://catfightlive.com/

I finally got a check from my insurance company from the accident. what a pain in my ass. Those guys are like bumbling fools over there. First I call the guy, he says he’ll send me the check as soon as I send over an estimate. I send him the estimate…call him to verify he got the fax, while I’m on the phone with me he tells me he has the fax and everything looks good. I have to leave town for a few weeks. I come back and they lamer calls me 2 weeks after I had the auto shop send him the estimate via fax ( the one he verified over the phone with me that he recieved) to tell me he couldn’t read the fax. I’m like ” dude why did you wait 2 weeks to find out you couldn’t read the fax” and he says ” Look are you going to argue with me or are we going to fix it” LOL the asshole literally said that. So I said, “fix it, all you had to do was call the auto body place up and tell them to refax it, why did you even bother calling me?” to which he responds ” I just want to get this taken care of so I’m going to send out one of our adjusters to look at your car” I said ” you should have done that a month ago”

So they send out the adjuster who I suppose send the insurance company his quote which is $900 less what the cheapest autobody place I could find had quoted…. my deductable is $500 so that only explains why it $500 of the $900 less the quote ..so the insurance company sends me a check for $600 to get my car fix. LOL…I can’t get a scratch removed from my car for $600 let alone a smashed bumper….I can’t even get it fixed for $1100 which is what they check would have been less the deductable….the cheapest quote I have found in my town was $1500 so now i have to call them up to bitch at them some more..this is ridiculous. I was rear ended while stopped at a red light…whythe hell is my insurance company trying to lowball me? LOL I don’t get it. I have full coverage too..I pay lots of money on purpose because I drive a somewhat nice car…I want it to be covered!!! fuck costco and their insurance….

enough of that I’m getting pissed just writing about it again….

I had a 3 hour wrestling gig the other day. I got a guy to submit 250 times…mostly with leg scissors. I’m telling you..these bad boys have gotten out of control. They are knocking everyone out. So I gave them nicknames….Mickey and Malory….cause they Knox you out.

Yes that’s a “Natural Born Killer’s” reference.

Most of my week was eaten up by paperwork for the production, rendering videos on my slow ass computer, mailing packages out to distributers and such. Finally I have a chance to relax. I actually got to watch a move on netflix last night…I watched “Hellraiser” the first one. It was sooooooooo bad, in a  good way. I will probably catch up on Spartacus today.

Last but not Least. I wanted to wish each and every one of you a Happy Valentine’s day. I got some cards from some of you in the Mail..that was awesome, you guys rock!!!!

Just to keep y’all posted on the blog: I had some RSS feeds being auto posted to my blog while summer vengeance and the Tag Team Championships were going one to keep y’all updated. I will stop the RSS feeds until this summer when the tournament starts again. If you decide to join before that time, please use my affiliate links ( cause it makes me money honey). Enjoy!!!

Also, My main site www.ariel-x.com front page will be revamped soon…