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I went to havasu with a group of friends. We all were couples and hung out on the lake together. If you would like to learn more about couples only parties please join the lifestyle

I have a lot to catch up on after my birthday. I went to Havasu last weekend for Memorial day weekend. Half my weekend was driving to and from the lake. It was about a 6 hour drive. Regardless, Havasu is a pretty outstanding place. It’s great for girls because there are pretty much only 12 girls on the entire lake so EVERY guy is out there trying to get your attention and gocking over you like you’re a piece of meat. It’s a great ego boost but also very annoying if you are there as a couple with a bunch of other couples. We stayed at the London Bridge resort. I recommend staying there for several reasons.

1. it’s right on the lake. you wake up and walk down and get your boat in the morning rather than having to drive somewhere to the docks and then get your boat.

2. It’s where the happening sausage parties are hosted. There is a club called “kokomos” and it can get pretty wild. However the weekend we went it was a bunch of dudes…going out with other dudes.

3. Every room is a suite with a full kitchen; fridge, stove, pots and pans so you save money by cooking healthy food in your room rather than going out to eat.

4. Jacuzzi Tubs in EVERY room.

I had a great time on the lake. I know you all think I probably go out and do wild things on my vacations but I’m a rather simple girl who enjoys simple things. I sat on a boat all day from 10am to 6pm drinking sugarfree redbull and vodka…getting shit faced…letting girls eat grapes out of my ass, rubbing sun tan lotion on supple bosums dancing like a fool and then headed home to our little room and made sweet sweet fuck to my guy.

I really don’t have any amazing stories. I did wrestle with this one gal for a little while..of course I school her pants. She was so much fun though. I could sit here and write about how I drank and partied on a boat all day but I figured pictures say a thousands words…so…enjoy.

Friday, May 15th was my birthday. I went to the gym in the morning and then headed out to Los Angeles to go to work for Girlfriend Films. Inadvertently GF Films gave me a most righteous birthday present. They gave me an 18 year old girl named Ashlyn Rae. Ashlyn was a total babe. She was very level headed and rolled with the punches. She did her job well and never missed a beat. She didn’t even blink when the directer asked her to put on a leg brace. LOL

 We did our scene and I was off to celebrate my bday with my baby.

I was running late because traffic was horrible…as expected, I was coming from down town LA after all. My baby went ahead to the gym because I told him it would take me a while to get to his place. I told him I wanted my birthday to be all about me, I wanted dinner, just him and me..not with anyone else.. I didn’t want to share my bday with anyone as i have had to do in years past. I told him exactly where I wanted to eat. I got to his house and when I walked in there were some awesome flowers waiting for me

We went to dinner and sugarbear told me to bring a pair of tennis shoes. I was automatically suspicous. I knew he had something up his sleeve but I didn’t know what. I asked him if we were going to have a picnic in the woods and bang..he said “no” I asked him if we were going for a hike and then going to fuck he said, “NO”. After dinner which was delicious, he took me to this kart racing track. It was so much fun. I had no idea I would enjoy something like that but it was really really fun. We went on 3 races and each time I got better and better and more and more confident. I was so excited that my guy picked this for me. It’s not anything I would have done for myself, I wouldn’t even have thought to go there but he took me and I freakn’ loved it. Those are the best gifts!!

Well the biggest and best gift I’ve ever gotten came the next day and the day after that. Sug and I went to an Imago Therapy workshop. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. My guy had to sit there and watch me blubber about childhood hurts and emotions…lol poor guy. It was very helpful to me…and I know my guy hated every minute of it but it meant a lot to me and it helped me a great deal.

so that was my weekend. Now I’m playing catchup because I have to work the next couple of days and then we are heading out to Havasu for Memorial day weekend.

Here’s my checklist for the lake:

Bug spray

Sun Screen

Condoms

antibaceria cream for applying after going in the lake..that thing is filthy

vodka and sugarfree redbull

pasties

bikinis

chap stick

slutty dress for clubbing

ipod so I can igore people

my new iDS

my own pillow

toilettries

lube

enema bag

snacks, protein bars and rice cakes

wrestling videos for entertainment

that’s pretty much it.

today is my birthday, I’m 29 years old. So I figured I should blab about all the things that have made me happy or miserable the last 29 years.

recently I’ve been really happy with wordpress and their widgets. There is this “share it” widget that let’s me click a button and share my blog with my facebook blog, myspace blog, twitter..what ever I want..it makes my life so easy right now. Then there is the stat’s widget that allows me to see where my visitors are coming from and where they click on the blog page. It’s very helpful…this blog gets a lot of traffic…well, more than I expected 🙂

So here’s a top 10  list of things that have made me happy;

1) Peanut and Sugarbear

2)rainbows

3) Aqua Teens Hunger Force

4) Skeletor

5)Vibrators

6)good food

7)good Friends

8) my job

9)fart jokes

10) dolly parton

here’s a list of top 10 things that have made me miserable the last 29 years….now nothing keeps me miserable but these are things that have made me want to shoot people

1) people who can’t follow directions

2)Beyonce

3)Elizabeth Hasselbeck

4) kanye west

5) delicious food that I can’t eat

6) Money

7) lovers

8) stalker ex’s–not just mine…my BF’s as well

9) lube that makes my anus burn

10) people with flesh colored beards

Happy birthday to me!!!!

I went up to SF yesterday to worfuk for Fucking Machinesagain. It was the first time in a long time since I’ve been able to see my boyfriends, the crystal palace and the drildo. I was kinda nervous about shooting for FM again. It had been so long and I remembered they size of the dongs I use to request on those bad boys. I wasn’t sure I’d be able to take the big ones yesterday and then I thought, maybe I was going to let down some of the members by not taking as big as they are use to seeing me take. Tomkat put me at ease. He picked me up at the beach, let me relax and then warmed me up with the drildo. He had me pick out a dong to use. They had about 30 in a towel ranging from pinkie size to full fist size. I laughed so hard at the pinkie dick that Tomkat said he was going to make me use it. So on went the pinkie dick to the drildo. It wasn’t horrible but it was a little small..I made the best of the situation and rammed the entire thing inside me. 🙂

We had this one machine that vibrated and then moved in and out. When it vibrated INSIDE me it made me feel like I was going to piss all over the place. When it either vibed on my clit or moved in and out INSIDE me it was great and I squirted all over the damn place.

Tomkat decided I would going to be doing a lot of DP yesterday. I have done DP before but it’s not the easiest thing for me. I’ve never done to real wieners at one time, nor to I desire that. I have done one wiener and one toy at the same time, in various wholes in various combinations. With toys it’s a little bit more difficult because they aren’t squishy like wee wees are..LOL I love that I call dicks wee wees. LOL but I digress.

We did DP on two different machines. The first one I wasn’t really digging the dildo that was in my but. It was pointy at the tip and it left like someone with long nails was fingering my bum. I tried so hard to get off with it..it felt great but just didn’t do it for me….and thought of my guy and everything…but just didn’t work.

We moved on the the Crystal Palace, my favorite machine. oh lala. This bad boy knows how to move! We did DP one decent sized dil on the puss and another decent sized dil in the bum. I got to control the knob that controlled the speed…hehheeh I got to drive!!  There is a reason why the Crystal Palace is my favorite machine and I suggest y’all watch the clips to find out why 😉

This weekend I went to the world famous swinger’s club Freedom Acres. It’s all the way out in BFE San Bernardino. My guy had been a couple times years back. He said it was a pretty crazy place, with couples having sex all over the  place. He told me when he went the first time there were some really amazing looking people. He also did warn me that the last time that the quality of people wasn’t so awesome. I have been hearing about FA for several years now. I was curious to see what it was like. My guy and I had been saying for a while that we should get a big group of friends  together and head out to FA and bang in every room. This weekend was a great opportunity to go because our friend was having her birthday party at FA and had already invited several beautiful awesome friends of ours to attend. So we made the trek out there. Now I don’t want to bad mouth the place or say anything bad about it. It is a lovely place and very accommodating for swingers. It’s a great concept…have a club made specifically for couples to hook up with other couples or what ever…sounds great. ….the only problem was, we showed up late, around 11pm and the crowd was no less than unappealing. The ones who were still there were extremely unattractive and a little creepy. As soon as we walked into the club every one’s eyes were glued to us. We were forced to go on a tour of the place since it was my first time. So we walked from room to room to check the place out and everywhere we went…short, pug-looking couples would gawk at us..their girls would grab at me trying to get my attention…I felt like a snob…I felt like an asshole…but don’t fucking touch me dude!!! The club said there is a strict no touching rule unless it is consensual…and my friends the grabs I got were not consensual…which is not the club’s fault..I blame it on the alcohol.

We met up with our group of friends and hung out, alienating ourselves from the rest of the crowd, again..I felt like a snob..I wasn’t trying to come off that way but I certainly didn’t want any of the couples to approach me, especially since my guy and I do not swap..I  do not fuck guys and most of the couples at that club are looking to swap. I felt like it would have been a waste of any couples time to talk to us so I avoided eye contact with everyone there. My guy and I went up to one of the beds, put down lots of towels and banged and banged and banged….it was awesome! After we got done banging  our group decided to head over to someones house to have our own after party. At the after party I got to wrestle 2 guys 🙂 drunken wrestling is really fun. I even wrestled one guy who was naked and he had his elbo on my hair and I couldn’t move with his hand pinning my hair down so I yanked his wiener …that got his attention and he let my hair go 🙂 my boyfriend wasn’t’ exactly trilled to see me touch another dude”s wee wee..but after I explained why I did it he understood. 🙂 So the naked dude actually kicked my butt..he got me with a kimora…he offered to train me but he lives in long beach and I refuse to drive 2 hours for lessons. 🙁 sorry naked guy I still love you. 🙂

The next day I did a shoot at Dom Con with weekend for MIB productions. I shot with them last year at the convention as well. They paired me up with Natalie Demore. I rather enjoy working with Natalie. She seems like a little soft kitten but she can be a meanie.

The scenario was that I was a mainstream model looking for an agent to show me the ropes or modeling. Natalie is a big time agent who knows what’s hot when it’s hot and can make anyone into a star. So I go in for my interview and Natalie decides that Fetish models are hot right now and needs to show me how to be a fetish model. She ties me up, flogs me, spanks me, slaps me. I have to say..I was a little hung over from going to freedom acres the day before..after all we were up until 8am and I got 2 hours of sleep before my MIB shoot and what ever the hell was going on with my body was amazing because with every spank Natalie gave me I was getting more and more aroused. In between breaks I would text my BF asking if he could spank me when I got home….I was in high heaven. 🙂 I had to do this dildo that was suction cupped to a glass table..I’m glad I have been doing squats because the way I was doing that dil was killing my legs and if I didn’t work out I surely wouldn’t have been able to do it.

The last scene Natalie banged me in the butt with her strap on and forced me to insert and dildo hitachi into myself giving myself a DP. She banged me hard against a mirror while she video taped me. I came several times, each time asking for permission before I came.

I was able to take one picture of myself on my phone..I like this outfit, hope you guys enjoy 🙂

I got my teeth cleaned today and then got them whitened. It’s amazing what a difference teeth whitening makes. I got my teeth whitend 2 years ago and I remember how awesome it was and how many compliments I’d get from people who couldn’t pin point what I changed but just thought I looked better.  Today every time I look in the mirror and smile I must say it does look good. 🙂 Here are some pix of me at the dentist for all you dental freaks out there.

I also bought new headphones for my laptop…they cost $30 WTF the cheapest ones they had were $8….but they were really cheap and I needed extra rubber thingies cause I’m always losing them.

In other news. I will be going to my very first Mary Kay party tonight. I’m having a real honest to god girls night out…I’ve never done this before. mainly because I hate people. I’ll give it a try if I like it I’ll do it some more…today is going to turn out to be a big spending day. OH OH and me and my guy are going to couples therapy for my bday…I’m so excited…i’m being serious, not sarcastic…I begged him for it for a pressent..the poor guy is doing it 🙂 yippie!!!

This weekend I did my very first choreographed wrestling video. It was a custom for a customer who had very specific things he wanted to see. I was working with Nicole Ray. She and I got along really well. I picked her up and we drove to the location together. We got to talk a lot and shoot the shit. For a 19 year old she’s pretty fucking cool…actually for someone of any age, she’s pretty fucking cool.

She told me at the age to 12 she told her mom she was into girls. She liked going down on girls and kiss them, I was like “whoa whoa whoa, you went down on at girl when you were 12″ and she was like. ” well yeah probably long before that” I feel in love with her right then and there. The thing i loved most about working with her, wasn’t the fact that she was barely legal, it wasn’t the fact she had perfect titties and perfect skin. The thing I love the most was that she was so cool to work with. She followed instruction well and did a fantastic job, making everything go super smooth so we could get out of the shoot within a few hours.

The rest of my weekend was fairly boring. I was kinda overtaken with allergies. I get allergies pretty bad. I literally couldn’t get out of bed today, yesterday was a little better. I laid on my bf’s couch for the majority of the day, my head pounding, my face throbbing. The only thing I felt well enough to do was watch movies.

We went to see “X Men Origins-Wolverine”. I wasn’t impressed with this movie at all. The special effects where okay, the bodies on the guys were good but nothing like 300 or anything. The story could have been built up more so that you actually sympathized with the characters but they skimmed through everything and I was kinda left thinking ” oh well..you’re dead so what”

I did see another movie this weekend that was pretty awesome. We rented ” Slum Dog Millionaire”. Now I didnt’ grow up in India or anything but I did grow up in some slum foster homes. The movie did draw out some emotion in me. At times it was hard to understand the accent of some of the characters but overall the movie was really great. I recommend it.

I also got to see the Pacquiao vs Hatton. For those of you who don’t know..Hatton lost, I predicted it. in jest I told my BF Hatton was going to get knocked out in the first round becuase he spent $50 for the fight and I thought it would be funny if it was over in a flash. I was off by one round, so was Freddie Roach, who predicted a round 3 knock out. Hatton is just to set in his old ways. Pacquiao is open to change and listens to his coach. He’s so diverse, he’s really in a league of his own. It was really great to watch. You see I had been following all the pre show stuff, the interviews and build up. Mayweather Sr did so much trash talking it was embarrassing. It was so great to see Hatton get knocked down 2 times in the first round. I did feel bad for him in the second round when he went down for good. I thought to myself, “if I were his mother I’d be scared shitless”. The guys was down for a long time. He looked dazed. When he left the ring his entourage didnt’ wanna let the cameras follow him. He’s a great fighter but he just didn’t listen well enough. You will not believe how hard it is to find footage on this fight. Bastards!!! but you can kinda get an idea of what “fans’ of paquiao are saying from this video.

I actually wrote this on my plane ride home  a few weeks back but waited for some pix to come through so I could post everything all at once. I haven’t gotten the pix yet but figured I can’t hold on on you guys.

This weekend I worked with the fine people from WeBringIt.com. I flew out to Sacramento to work with some of my favoirite girls in the industry.Webring it brought up Dia Zerva, Tomkio, Alexa Von Tess, Quinn Riley and Fayth on Fire. I did bring up my laptop, camera and other tools with the intent to getting some work done but as we all my know by now, when you get that many cool chicks together under one roof, little work can be done :).
I was scheduled to have 3 matches. 2 of those 3 matches were against my nemisis, Dia Zerva LOL, what can I say, people love to see us together and after this weekend I think we just added fuel to the fire of the desire of why people like to see us together.
I got to work on another project, other than the 3 matches I was slatted for this weekend with the girls that I think most everyone would enjoy to watch.Dia Zerva and I were captains for a tag team wrestling match between Team Dia which was Alexa Von Tess and Tomiko against Team Ariel which was Quinn Riley and Fayth on Fire. I rather enjoyed watching other girls go at it and being able to yell out obscenities and helpful suggestions. My favorite thing to yell out was “WEDGY” which meant…obviously, to give the girl a wedgy. So my girls would pull up the underwear of their opponents and EVERY tim it would distract them LOL. it was awesome. The most rewarding part about this project was being able to see my girls progress through out the tag team match and through out the weeknd. I was able to shout out ” keep that knee up”, “pull those arms in” of “let go of the neck with that hand it’s doing you no good” LOL and then seeing my girls listen to my suggestions and get out of potentially  “dangerous” positions. Yeah team Ariel for being Awesome….Team dia did okay as well LOL
 The producers had all 6 of us girls do an arm wrestling tournament in which we would determine a winner who would win that test of strength. Now, I do not profess to be a great arm wrestler.
Actually, I believe I have lost every arm wrestling match I have ever been in. I don’t know the proper tactics to succeed in an arm wrestling match. In Layman’s terms, I suck.
at any rate, each girl got a chance to wrestle one another. Tomiko was my first opponent and boy oh boy she wore me out…..I think I wore her out as well because after we arm wrestled each other the both of us got worse and worse LOL
A winner of the tournament was determined after all girls had gone one one one with each other. We decided that the girl who won the tournament did so because cause she cheated and we began to slam her with pillows. It was ridiculous, it was fun, it was awesome and it was my first every pillow fight!!!
So those of you who may or may not know by now, When Dia and I have a match, no matter where it is or who it’s for, it’s always us giving it our all. Dia wins sometimes, I win sometimes. We are constantly battling back and forth. Altough we have great respect for each other and learn a great deal from each other, we are always trying to surpass each other as far as skills go. Of course I would recommend watching ANY video that has Dia in it, you will get your money’s worth and then some. In addition, I just want to say that the recent “Bring It” match that Dia and I did for Webringit.com is probably like no other fem-fem combatant video you will ever see. It is intense, competitive, aggressive and 100% real and raw. For “Bring It” matches, no submissions are allowed for the first 20 min. The first 20 minutes are for the girls to grapple aggressively. Slaps to the face and body are allowed as well as body punches and hair pulling. After 20 minutes submission is possible and the first one to submit their opponent is deemed the winner.
Dia and I did take any breaks. We went at it non stop. We cut onces  just to let us know that it had been 20 minutes and submission was possible. During the 30 minute video we would get tired and when we did we would do some stand up work. We threw some real body punches, some hard face slaps and pulled some hair like you wouldn’t believe. Although we would never Harm each other, we were both hurting….a LOT. You see we both had wrestled the day before and were very sore from our other matches. On top of that, we are both stubborn bitches and would not give in to each other….on top of THAT, Were battling for 20+ minutes straight…on top of that…we weren’t bull shitting on the slapping or punching…I got the wind knocked out of me a few times…but it wont happen again..you live and learn. I landed a few good slaps on Dia’s pretty face…..and that will happen again…bruahhhah

I got to do my first g/g scene in over 3 weeks. I got paired up with Elizabeth Anne. I have worked with Elizabeth before but never had sex with her. I worked with her on the Tushy sites I work for. She was such a sweet thing the first time I worked with her. I was her very first job ever and I got to stick my finger up her butt for the doctortushy site.

Yesterday I was called into set the last minute because 2 girls had to be sent home because they showed up with scratches, bite marks and bruises that were so bad that the company decided they couldn’t’ use the girls. My agent called me and another replacement girl , Elizabeth Anne, in to the rescue. I have to admit I always feel kinda crappy about getting work solely because the original girls the company wanted flaked or couldn’t work. I feel like second rate…like they didn’t’ pick me to begin with and they are only working with me because I’m reliable LOL. It’s not the best feeling in the world but at least I’m working and bringing in money so I’m certainly not complaining…Lord knows I get the majority of my work from being a replacement and I’m happy even then the companies want to work with me.

So the scene was supposed to be Elizabeth and me going out to a gay club…only thing is Elizabeth isn’t gay and doesnt’ know I’m gay. I have to “break the news to her”. This scene was actually Elizabeth’s firth g/g scene ever. She has been with girl in her personal life but never on camera…so I got to be the first person to stick anything in elizabeth’s butt for the tushy site and now I’m the first girl to bang Elizabeth on camera…yippie…I love it.!!!!

Elizabeth is 22, very sweet. She complimented me on my body when we were taking stills, which meant a lot to me because she has such a tight body herself. She is a very great kisser….she has soft lips that taste like candy. Her skin is so smooth and soft. It was very easy for me to “seduce” her. I got to go at her first….ya know, do the whole..I’m a lesbo so let me show you what we do and then you can try…I don’t know how many scenes I’ve done like this but It’s been well over 50 and it’s fun every single time. So I put my moves on little Elizabeth. She let’s me do my thing. She seemed a little uncomfortable at first but she soon let go and was really able to get into it. Her body would trust back and forth and she would make legitimate moans in pleasure. Then we set this little shark lose on me. I swear she was a pussy shark…like a pool shark but for pussy. She claimed she hadn’t been with that many women making me think she might suck then POW!! she goes right for it. She was good…I have to admit though, I did close my eyes at one point when I was close to cumming and imagine I was with my boyfriend so that I would really cum. If you recall my guy and I were having some issues. We are going to work on it. So falling in and out of love is a funny thing. Because it makes my sexlife a big giant roller coaster. Every time we break up and get back together it’s like falling in love all over again and things still excite me. Thinking of my boyfriend making love to me got me off so hard while little Elizabeth was going down on me. I know this is not what my lesbian fans want to hear..but tough titties said the kitty, but the milks still good. Love is love…you find it where every you can….if you can relate to what I’m talking about with my boyfriend then I’m happy for you and I’m sure you realize what a special thing I have. If you’re bitter at me for going to the dick side..then well..you’re just bitter and I don’t need your negative energy in my life anyway. 

It’s a strange life I live. I love women…pretty much all women. I could and would spend the rest of my life with some of the women I’ve fallen for…thing happen and things don’t work out but I wouldn’t trade my man in for anything. He’s a good person regardless of gender. He makes me happy, never lies, never cheats ( as far as within our relationship boundaries) and he makes me be a better person. It’s a shame he’s a man LOL but I’ll take love where ever I can find it.

So I was on set waiting for Elizabeth to show up and took a few pix of me waiting around. She was called in last minute as well. She’s a trooper for coming out last minute and doing a fantastic job. I hope to see more of her. She’s so adorable…and yes she is 22 even though she looks 11 in her pix.

my brother shared this with me this morning and it made me so happy. I’ve been saying for years that this woman can’t carry a tune. She’s been blessed with a great producer who can hide her flaws…but no one can save her in a live performance. Hot as Hell but cursed with that bark