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My fitness competition is only 9 days away. It seems so far away yet seems so close almost like I’m not ready for it and need more time. I am a competitive athlete. I need to have strength in what I do for a living. Aside from needing to look somewhat hot for the porn videos I make and aside from the porn wrestling I do, I also am a competitive athlete outside of my job. I compete in internationally recognized tournaments and competitions ranging from MMA, BJJ and triathlons.  I need to keep my strength for those competitions. Looking good on stage is nice and all but what it takes to look that way is not conducive to being a competitive athlete. Most the girls who do these fitness/figure/bodybuilding shows start dieting 6-10 weeks before the competition. I suppose my normal every day eating habits are comparable to what these girls call a “diet” but I still take in more calories than what a competitive fitness model takes in.  I had 2 big tournaments I was preparing for that I needed to stay strong for up until july 1st. I was in London until July 2nd. My fitness comp is July 21 which gave me exactly 19 days to start my super diet to prepare for the show. Dieting while abroad is NOT hard.  Almost every place in the world has a place you can find chicken breast and veggies. The hard part was knowing that I needed carbs to be able to stay in Peak condition for my matches but knowing that those carbs were going to make my 19 days of dieting all the more hard. Come July 3rd, when I was back in the states the diet started. I have been limited to 4 meals a day, egg whites and berries in the morning, 5 oz tilapia and 1 cup asparagus at around noon, 5oz chicken and 1cup green beans around 4pm and at around 8pm I got to top my day off with 5oz of sardines and 1 cup green beans…I am quite good with spices so I made all these things taste rather enjoyable. That’s just about 100o calories a day for my diet the last 11 days but what I’m expending is just about 2500 calories. I am doing heavy running in the AM..nice and early at 6am I get up and run hills. I still lift weights just not as heavy as I’m use to. Then I have a 1 hour hike in the afternoon. 2 hours of grappling at night and then a nice 1 hour jog in the evening. This has been my life the past 11 days. The exercise is nothing..this is easy compared to the routine I do on a regular basis but on a regular basis I’m also use to having about 2500-4000 calories in my belly to burn. This has been a true shock my my system. I’m tired all the time and a little groggy in the brain. When people try to talk to me I just sit and hear them….I don’t listen, I just hear. I seem to have little patience with people. If someone does something completely lame, I call them on their bullshit as opposed to shutting up and letting it slide  as I usually do.

Anyfart…we all know dieting makes people moody. that’s not why I’m writing this blog.

Up until a few days ago, I was fine with the diet. Today it’s hurting. I did a really heavy day of workouts. My fitness competition coach gives me the workout I should be going but we don’t calculate the stuff I need to do for my martial arts training. I’m probably training too much but I’m not going to stop my training to do this show. On the other hand, my fitness coach reminds me that I only had 19 days to switch my diet and change up exercise routine while the other girls had 6 weeks….so I am doing the crash course on dieting and routine to get into shape for the show so that extra work I’m doing my be saving my ass to keep up with the other girls. I’m interested to see how I look compared to the girls who did the 6-10 weeks of diet. Sometimes I think I’m too small for the division I’m in. I’m doing the WBFFshows.com fitness diva competition. They want us to be muscular, more muscular than a bikini model or a fitness model but not as muscular as a figure model. I do not have to do the tumbling acts or wear an evening gown like the fitness and bikini models do. I start getting worried that I’m dieting too much and I’m getting too small and them my coach forwards me pics of other girls who won the show I’m doing and then I start panicking that I’m way to muscular for the division I’m in. I feel like a misfit. I’m too muscular for fitness and not muscular enough for figure. I guess I could always take the easy way out and just stop working out and soften up a lot to do bikini but I am already insecure about being this small now. I prefer to be bigger. I prefer to be 125lbs, I’m down to 115lbs now. While I was competing in my BJJ tournament I went up to 128lbs since they were putting me in the heavier divisions ( there were not girls at my 125 weight so they bumped me to the 131-150 weight class) so I went from 128 down to 115 in the last 11 days.

Sunday I get to switch up my diet and exercise routine. I do protein and fat diet and less cardio but more intense cardio with tabata style weight lifting….should be fun. I am just happy to mix things up a bit. Oh Oh and I get 6 meals a day as opposed to 4 but no green beans or asparagus from now on, just tablespoons of flax seed oil…yum.

I absolutely love these BeBe dresses. This is hte black version of the blue one I posted earlier. thank you soooo much to indigo for getting this for me.

Someone got this for my birthday and I thought since Comic Con is going on this week, I’d take some special pictures and post them in honor of the convention. Thank you for the cute outfit

xxo

I’m back from London, again. I’ve been there 3 times in the last 365 days. I’m growing quite fond of the place and the people. I was there this time for a tournament for Monica’s Wrestling Center.  I didn’t have much spare time to see sites this time around. I was busy with sessions and sessions and session…well pretty much just sessions. I met some great people. while I was out there. I even got recognized on the street which is always fun for me cause it doesn’t happen very often. I always happens when I’m alone and I know exactly why. People have common sense. They don’t want to approach me if I’m with someone cause they may not want to “blow my cover” hahah you know..maybe I’m with my rabbi or a church friend…you never know….don’t worry guys, I don’t go to church and if I did I wouldn’t hang out with anyone who was that judgemental. I’m really going off topic here. bah…okay back to London. I don’t really have much else to say about London itself as I didn’t really do much there. The tournament was extremely fun for me, especially my last match with Antscha. I had 3 matches for the tournament. My first match was with Xana, second was with Victoria and last was with Antscha. I was the only girl to have 3 matches that day just do to logistics but I was more than happy to perform 3 times for the audience and future video viewers. I had no idea what to expect. I have not seen any of the girls’ videos. All I heard was that each was very good and had different skill sets. I felt as if I went in as prepared as I could. I had just performed in a local BJJ tournament in Southern California and won the gold there, so I knew I had my skills down. I had my cardio up to par since again, I had just done and won a tournament in So cal. The only thing that has been throwing me off slightly to this piont in the diet I am on as I gear up for this fitness competition. I was 4 weeks out from my fitness comp for this particular tournement in London. I am on limited carb intake which means strength and endurance was going to be an issue for me and I knew this. I did everything in my power to keep my strength for this tournament. It was one of the hardest weeks I have ever had. I had three, 1 hour sessions each day and 2 out of the 3 each day was a competitive session which means I was throwing around big opponents for an hour….every intenese stuff. I was limited on what I could eat. I was lucky enough to find a great fish place down the road and I got to eat sea bass every day…yum. Also, I found a great Turkish food place down the road from my place and I had Sucuklu menemen or chicken kebabs for dinner every day….yes I’m sure it made me smell delicious. :). Indian and turkish food were my life savers while I was in London. By the time I got to the tournament in London, I was over worked, under fed, sleep deprived, jet lagged, and I was still a tough mutha trucker. I was pleased with my performance. I wasn’t happy with it but I was okay with it. I know I could have and should have done better which will always haunt me but I think I did well so I will let myself off the hook and not beat myself up too much.

So here I am, home from london and 2 weeks out from my fitness competition. I had to meet with my dietician yesterday so she could see what I look like. She was afraid that I would have binged while I was traveling….I was almost insulted that she didn’t know how deciplined I am so I giggled when I got naked in front of her and heard her say “thank god, I though you were gonna look horrible after your travelling but you are right on task” of course I am. pshha…come on now..Sadly, the hard part starts now. I am down to 1100 calories a day intake and it’s all salades and fish basically….I am required to do cardio 2 times a day…which is what I do anyway but never on so few calories. Everywhere I go I smell delicious foods and see people drinking lovely adult beverages while they lay out at the pool eating their bbq’ed meats…..it’s all very tempting and part of me loves denying myself those pleasures. I makes me feel like I have power. I control myself so well, it really makes me think I can do anything. Every day I train in my disciplines of muay thai and BJJ and every time I feel weak from the lack of food, I just tell myself that if I can get through today, I can get through anything. The next day I wake up, go for my 4 mile run and I eat my egg whites and small portion of fruit and I say to myself, ahh….this makes up for yesterday but it only makes up for it because I say it does and I allow it to. My mind and perception grow stronger and healthier every day. I feel blessed. These things that I could say are horrible, I chose to see as training and enlightenment. I chos

I did an interview for a great site/radio show and its now available to listen to online. I had a great time with the interview. I love doing these things. I hope y’all learn something about me from this one.  Enjoy the write up and enjoy the interview 🙂

here’s their write up

Ariel X was born in Granada Hills, CA which makes her a bona fide valley girl. She was a self confessed, nerd, techie and all around do-gooder in her high school years. Ariel’s transition from Sandra Dee in cashmere to Sandra Dee in leather is a stark and remarkable one given that Ariel is now primarily known for her bondage and fetish oriented content. She has memories of her early sexual experimentation in which she began using a Hitachi wand on her aching feet and discovered that the buzzing sensation traveled up her legs and hit her in just the right spot.

It seems this may have set in motion a lifetime of experimentation, open minded sexual exploration and a penchant for trying most anything once. To date she has appeared in nearly 120 films from just about every major studio, she has been nominated for numerous awards (And is long overdue for a win in our opinion) and has accrued a legion of loyal fans who enjoy Ariel’s, renowned lesbian charisma and her well defined athletic body.

Ariel recounts to MB in graphic detail a double-fisting sex scene she preformed recently, she also elaborates on her love of electrocution, breath-play and all manners of fetish oriented sex acts. Her current passion is that of competitive nude female wrestling, she takes her wrestling very seriously and has been crowned champion on numerous occasions for a variety of nude wrestling leagues. Nude wrestling has slowly begun to enter the lexicon of popular culture in the last few years much like the recent roller-derby phenomenon. Fellow competitors include, Ava Devine, Adrianna Nicole, Jayden Cole, Justine Joli, Sara Jay and Tara Lynn Foxx to name just a few. Ariel isn’t afraid to be competitive and she certainly isn’t afraid pinning down a tasty vagina. So tune in, get turned on and check out the muff-diving, ass-kicking Ariel X!

http://www.peeperz.com/ariel-x-muff-diving-ass-kicking-peeperz-radio/

I just had a birthday. I’m officially 32. I have got to say that my 30s have been the best years of my life so far. So many great projects coming around, so much ambition on my part and so many good people in my life. This year’s birthday was the best birthday I’ve ever had in my life. It didn’t start out perfect, however but it did end perfect. I had a dentist appointment that was scheduled for the 14th but my dentist called to reschedule for the 15th in the A.M.  since he had a ton of “emergency” patients coming in on the 14th and he wouldn’t get to see me. I wasn’t too happy about being pushed back but what am I gonna do, whine about it  or bully the dr into seeing me on time? I’m just not like that. I agreed to let the appointment get pushed back until the 15th. I cracked a tooth a few weeks back. It was either from being electrocuted in my mouth with metal fillings or from grappling…either way…it’s a work hazard and something I just have to deal with. I have had a temporary crown on my tooth for 2 weeks. They had to send in my info/exrays/molding into  a place to have the custom crown made. I have been chewing on one side of my mouth..it’s rather annoying. I sat in the chair on the 15th awaiting the dentist. He kept getting up and checking on other patients. I get it, he’s got to make money; hes got to pay bills, what ever though. I don’t understand why doctors double book appointments and make patients wait around for hours at a time before they can see them for the 15 minutes it would take to get them in and out. Then the doctors have the audacity to tell their patients that if they cancel an appointment 24 hours before the appointed time, then they will be charged $25-$50 for a cancellation fee. I wish I could charge them a cancellation fee. I kid you not, every dr or dentist appointment I’ve had in the last year has been delayed by several hours or cancelled and rescheduled for another day. It’s crazy talk. Anyfart..I was in the office for 2 hours and the crown they got didn’t fit so they had to put in another temp crown and order a new one. So now I have to wait another 2 weeks. Good thing is, they offered to give me a free whiting kit for the inconvenience. Doesn’t nearly make up for it but it’s a start.

I skipped class on my birthday. well. Not on purpose. I really wasn’t expecting my dentist to hold me hostage for 2.5 hours. Even if I did want to go to class, I couldn’t have gone because I had someone’s hands in one of my holes and this wasn’t in a good fun, sex kind of way either. It’s funny. Seems like I am always missing gym class because someone has a hand in one of my wholes – story of my life.

I got some pretty awesome stuff in the mail on my birthday. I can’t believe how awesome you guys are to me. I can’t even begin to describe how much of a princess I felt like. I got wrestling mats, a gi, some dresses, costumes, shoes bikinis….it was a real treat. Thank you all of you. I have only had time to take pix in a few of the items. I will be gone all next week so I’m sorry if I don’t post pix of everything today…but I will get to it,I promise.

I treated myself to a mani-pedi and a massage…then I grabbed some sushi and a sugar free bday cake. The cake was so flippn gross, I have no idea what I was thinking…I will never try that again. When I got out of my massage, i checked my messages and I had an email from a special friend who emailed me to inform me they were in town and wanted to see me. I got excited immediately. I was like “sweet, birthday sex” I went down to see my pal, we did it….all kinds of nasty ass play and filty unspeakable things were done and it pretty much made this bday the best ever in my life. So thank you special friend. you’re special. I love being your little hoe-bag. and your butthole is beautiful don’t ever forget that.

The weekend before my birthday, I had a small get together for dinner with some friends and family. It was a great to see a few of my dear friends and family all hanging out and getting along. I didn’t want a big dinner. I wanted a small intimate gathering so I could get to talk to everyone. The worst thing is having a big group for dinner and only talking to the 4 people who are seating directly next to you. I was so happy my dear friends made it out and spent the time with me. Sigh…seriously I had a full week of awesomeness and it’s still going.

here are some pix of the awesome things people got me…more to come. There are two different bikinis, they just happen to be similar color 🙂 Enjoy and again, Thank you thank you

xoxo

God, I love a girl in blue jeans. I hope y’all do too.