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I figure I’ve kept you all in suspense long enough about my trip to London for the wrestling event I was doing.  The trip started off rocky. I had a flight to North Carolina that was to be the connecting flight to London. My flight to NC was delayed which would have caused me to miss my connecting flight. So my airline wasn’t able to get me on a flight that could get me to London for 24 hours. Luckily, I was still in my home state so I was able to just drive home and spend time with family and wait out the delay. I missed out on a lot of fun shit on what would have been my first day in the UK. Because of the flight delay, I was pressed for time the entire time I was in London. I barely got to see any sites or tourist attractions. I did force myself to wake up at 5am on my last full day in down and I took the tube to West Minster Abby and walked around forever and took pictures. Because I was walking around so early, not I thing was open and all I could do was see and take pictures of stuff. I was so happy that I was able to at least see some things. I love my job and I love that I get to travel and have paycations but if I can’t go out and experience the city I’m in, it’s no fun at all. I’m sure some of you business people know what it’s like. Maybe you travel a few times a month and go to all kinds of places but all you see is the inside of your hotel so it’s not like you really get to see anything.

Regardless of what I saw or didn’t see, I had the time of my life in London. I travel very well when I’m by myself. People in London were so kind and helpful. I made so many friends while I was out there. My next trip will be planned better and I will give myself more free time to spend with my new friends and do site seeing but this first trip was awesome and I learned a lot about the town and what to do for my next trip.

Now.. on to the wrestling. Now bare in mind, I can’t go spoiling endings to any matches. You’re gonna have to see how I did..I was there representing Americans and I was there representing Porn chicks. I think I did a great job and made America and porn proud yes. I used both Ameria and porn in one sentence and it was talking about making people proud LOL. I had so many matches while I was in London, I can’t even remember how many I had. I know when I flew in, I had to go directly to the live wrestling event and did 2 matches on 0 hours of sleep. I was delirious when I got there and i have NO idea how I survived those 2 matches that day but I did survive. The matches for the live event were so fun to watch and participate in. The audience was so energized and fun to mingle with. One of the matches for the event was with me and Tia from Hungry. She and I put each other in arm bars left and right for out match. We were sharing a room at a bed and breakfast and after our match we went back to our room and all night both of us were getting up to tend to our swollen, injured arms. Tia and I are both pretty stubborn. We didn’t tap maybe when we should have and the next week for both of us was very hard. Our arms felt like wet noodles. I had to keep icing both my arms and wrapping them just so I  could get through the days. It was fucking hard. I killed myself out there. I did feel like I had something to prove. I think people in the “wresting world” don’t take girls on Ultimate Surrender serious. I feel like they think it’s all fake or that the girls we fight are push overs. So I wanted to show people that I can do a little more from being on my back than just laying there and getting fucked..I can throw down submissions and pain like no other 🙂 sometimes you DONT want me on my back 🙂

The trip was amazing. Like I said I had so many matches with so many girls, I can’t even recall most of them. All I know is I was in a room for 8-10 hours in a day and I saw and did some of the most fun, amazing matches I have ever done in my life. The match that stands out the most for me was the one mixed match I did with this young kid from Hungry. He was a cute hungarian boy who didn’t speak a lick of english. He was there for all the girls to beat up and he was funny because he would fight back and then the girls would put him in some crazy hold and he’d was so stubborn, he didn’t want to tap but eventually he would…it was cute. I told him before the match that I wasn’t as nice as the other girls were and he should be scared and he just smiled at me because he had NO fucking idea what I just said. So I judo tossed his ass to the ground and made him tap about 10 times using my full arsenal of submissions. I even used some really mean catch wrestling cranks on him. He was so flexible it was fun to bend him every which way and watch him try to get out and then see his body stop struggling for  second as he realized he was stuck, not so much in pain but just stuck. I could put him in very compromising positions and I would just hold him there and taunt him with words he couldn’t even understand and then I would laugh because I knew he could understand my evil laugh meant something horrible was about to come. The look in his eyes when I would laugh was priceless. Fear is univeral and it’s really quiet beautiful when you’re the one causing the fear. It’s one hell of a power trip.

The fem/fem matches are being released at http://www.femalewrestlingzone.com/Preview.html and http://wrestlingmonica.com/index.php?option=com_frontpage&Itemid=1 and the mixed match I did will be released on http://www.clips4sale.com/store/9849. Please check them out and enjoy and feel free to ask me any questions about any of the matches or girls. I made good friends with ALL the girls and I plan on visiting all of them soon. 2 girls I really got close with were Star and Ina Black. I got to hang out with them, go shopping and grab dinner and Star turned me on to Cider. mmmmm yummmy booze. 🙂 They are amazing girls and they do sessions so please check them out if you are in the UK.

enjoy the photos 🙂

ULTIMATE SURRENDER SEASON NINE!

With the loss of 3 elite wrestlers this season, we are grooming what we hope is the next generation of talent. Mahina is one that we hope can step up to the next level. She loves this sport, she trains off the mat and takes wresting very seriously. The same behavior we have seen in past elites.

Welcome Sofia Lauryn to Ultimate Surrender. Sofia is making the jump from Kink Live cam girl to wrestler. Sophia is tall, strong, and solid, a bit of a bully. She thinks her size and strength can win the day. She will soon find out that experience trumps size and weight any day.

Mahina gave up 6 inches and 20 lbs. Her experience and training off the mat was the difference in this match up. Sofia was determined not to give in or up for even a second. Even when Mahina got fingers up inside Sophia, she never gave into it. Sofia found out the hard way what RD 4 is like on Ultimate Surrender – a lesson she will not soon forget.

Ultimate Surrender is a real, non-scripted, dangerous sport. Any girl who gets on this mat deserves our respect and admiration. They are the elite of the porn industry the toughest of the tough.

Welcome to Tag Team Tuesdays. Totally non-scripted, all in front of a live audience, all broadcast live to members. Today’s update is RD 2 of 4 of last months Live Tag Team Match up.

The top Four contenders of last season all on the mat for one amazing Tag Team Match up. The best of the best.

Ariel X(1) and Darling(3)
vs
Bella Rossi(2) and Cheynenne Jewel(4)
In round 2, the action amps up with 2 on 1 fingering-fests, brutal wrestling and fierce competition in front of the live audience!

Believe it or not it’s 2 week post surgery and i’ve only had a few days to rest. I gave myself the first week completely off. There is only so much “Ancient Aliens” I can watch before I start going made. The surgery went very well. I had little to no pain what so ever. They have the procedure down to a science now so that there is little to no complication and pain is minimal thanks to the long lasting numbing solution they inject in the breasts. My titties are still a little high and tight. I was able to move my arms up and around the day of surgery. I kept in shape so I know that helped me have a better recovery than someone who is sedentary. The worst part about post surgery is not being able to sleep on my stomach. I am forced to sleep on my back and my back cramps in the middle of the night and wakes me up. The first 3 days after surgery were very hard on my back but it has gotten better. I am able to now sleep on my side with no pain. Giving people hugs is a little uncomfortable and sex isn’t all that exciting yet. I have to be on top which is great, it’s my favorite but I can’t pound or bounce too hard because it hurts my poor boobs. I tried having sex with my ex this weekend and it was pretty unexciting for me..not sure if it’s because it was with him and I’m just not into him or if it was just to uncomfortable c’est la vie..looks like I”ll have to try it out with a few other people to do some trouble shooting and figure out what the problem is right?
I’ve been hitting the gym doing light stationary bike workouts. It’s good to get out of the house. I spend hours at my computer editing videos and posting affiliate links and my eyes have been bugging out. Gym, tanning and sushi have been staples for me the past 2 weeks.
My stretch marks on my tits from my pregnancy are back. LOL…lovely..so I get to rub the lotion on them or they get the hose. rubbing boobs is quickly becoming on of my favorite past times.
Okay not much more to report on this. still have updates I’ll blog about regarding kink and wrestling stuff I did before surgery. I guess there is only one other thing I will mention. My brother runs a watch company. He’s built up a huge list of clientele over the last several years. His clients are always looking for things other than watches. So my brother decided that he wants to start his own company selling this clients other crap they need. Things like gadgets and clothing. I have another brother in Hong Kong who is going to help us get some manufacturers but I”m also reaching out to anyone I know for good contacts to compare pricing. I will be helping my brother with the purchasing. I use to work as the purchaser at a computer company long ago but I work well at it. It was one of my favorite positions ever, next to missionary hahah. So that will be eating up a lot of my time for the rest of this year. If any of you know someone who is or has contacts to any kind of manufacturer, I’d appreciate some help. We have the customer’s now we just need to find the product at the right price.
Thank you…and as incentive to help me out, I’m going to offer up free pix of the progress of my tits!!! you can see in the pictures that they are starting to drop a little and I’m getting more cleavage. yay!!

okay I lied, WordPress is not allowing me to post pictures at this time. When it starts working, I will updates.

ULTIMATE SURRENDER SEASON NINE!

Jessie Cox is back for her 3rd season at Ultimate Surrender. This former cheerleader is high energy, high octane. She has lost only one regular season match in her entire career. Jessie is pound for pound one of the toughest girl on the roster.

Welcome Kaylee Hilton to Ultimate Surrender. This smoking hot blond has an amazing body. Kaylee saw Ultimate Surrender and asked us if she could wrestle. This girl is not afraid of hard work or getting roughed up.

As you would expect the veteran dominates the match. Jessie gets her strong legs wrapped around Kaylee’s skinny body often. However the tough and scrappy Kaylee took everything Jessie could through at her and kept fighting back. It’s fun to hear Kaylee moaning like a whore as Jessie finger fucks her while stuck in a classic schoolgirl pin. Kaylee will make a fine addition to the roster.

RD4 had Jessie brutally fucking Kaylee’s pussy and ass, then making her cum over and over with a vibrator. However that wasn’t the end of it, Jessie picked up Kaylee by the hair and pulled her over to suck a hard cock. Kaylee was left on the mat beaten, fucked and with cum all over her face. Losing is not recommended at Ultimate Surrender.

Welcome to Tag Team Tuesdays. Totally non-scripted, all in front of a live audience, all broadcast live to members. Today’s update is RD 1 of 4 of last months Live Tag Team Match up.

The top Four contenders of last season all on the mat for one amazing Tag Team Match up. The best of the best.

This will be the Tag Team event of the year, the top four battling it out in non-scritped brutal action. Do not miss RD 1 of this amazing match up!

ULTIMATE SURRENDER SEASON NINE!

Mahina is back! This sexy Hawaiian has been training off the mat and had two big wins in last season’s Summer Vengeance tournament. She is small at 5’1 but has speed and strength. She is not afraid to be physical and loves wrestling.

Welcome Lizzy London to the Ultimate Surrender mat. This sexy blond rookie does not like giving in or up. As a rookie she is in for some harsh lessons but once this girl gets her endurance up and some skill under her belt she could be a force to reckon with.

The brute strength and determination of the rookie was almost a match for the veteran and her skill. However Mahina did not panic and used her strong legs to her advantage. In the 3rd round Mahina’s knee got up under the rookies ribs. The rookie went down, but not out. She wanted to continue, but we determined that injury was enough to stop the match. However not enough to stop Mahina from fucking and humiliating our new rookie.

Ultimate Surrender is a real non-scripted dangerous sport. Any girl who gets on this mat deserves our respect and admiration. They are the elite of the porn industry the toughest of the tough.

Its been nearly 3 full days since my surgery. I was supposed to go in at 8:30am for a 10am surgery. However, my doctor was runny really late so I didn’t go in to surgery until 2pm. They tell you not to each anything after midnight the night before surgery. I didn’t eat after 8pm because I went to bed early. I’ve been working my ass off before surgery so I would feel right about taking time off. I also had to work a lot to save up a huge chunk of change to live off of for the next few months while I recover. I’ve been tired, exhausted and burnt out for the last month. So I went to be early the day before surgery and was hoping to roll out of bed and head over to the hospital. The waiting was the worst part. I must admit I was having some anxiety about the surgery. I’ve never had a major surgery. I’ve had wisdom teeth removed and gave birth but that doesn’t really count as a surgery.  I prepared myself for the worst possible scenario for post operative pain. I interviewed hundreds of women to see how bad the recovery is. There is no answer to how bad it will be. Everyone is different, everyone processes pain differently and every heals at a different rate. So asking around won’t help. I went into the surgery thinking that it would be the most painful experience of my life. I prepared for the worst and hoped for the best. This is the best state of mind into which one should enter any situation. Since they pushed my surgery back 4 hours, I was rather hungry. When i get hungry I get really cranky and emotional. I shut down mentally. People will talk to me and I won’t hear a word they say. The nurse told me to come back to the hospital ( I had left because I didn’t want to spend 4 hours sitting in a waiting room) so that they could administer an IV on me. My blood sugar was low and I was starting to shake. I was rather annoyed at the delay but bitching at and causing problems with the hospital wouldn’t have done any good. So I just sat in the bed with the iv attached to me. Within minutes of getting the IV i started to feel a million times better. My doctor soon came into mark up my chest and verify the implant information. My anesthesiologist came in soon after and put something into my IV, said good night and the next thing I remember was waking up to a nurse and my anesthesiologist telling me what a great patient I was. I was still numb at this point and felt no pain or pressure. I had my new additions on my chest but didn’t really notice them as I was still a little doped up. My little brother came to pick me up. Shortly after I got into the car, the pain meds started to ware off. I felt a lot of pressure on my chest and my throat was killing me. I felt as if I was wrestling with Raquel again; as if I had some powerful beast on top of me…and I guess I did I have these powerful boobs on me. Yes they are powerful. they make people stare at me and jaws drop and men and women fall over themselves already LOL.

it’s day 3 and recovery has been easy. The worst part of my recovery is forcing myself to sleep on my back. I always use to sleep on my stomach. I have major back problems from wrestling and a car accident from 8 years ago. I usually ball up and stretch my back while I sleep but I am not able to do that with the recent surgery. I am required to sleep on my back with my head elevated almost in a seated position. I am also required to wear an elastic band around my chest above my nipples to help the swelling and to aid in the dropping  of my implants. This band puts a lot of pressure onto my back and causes it to cramp. My back is killing me my boobs, I don’t even notice. So I lay in bed all day with an ice pack on my back. LOL My boobs feel tight but not painful. I am able to lift my arms, I’m not sure why everyone told me I wouldn’t be able to even move for a week. My experience has been great and I have no complications.

So I got my card for my implants. I laughed when my doctor handed it to me. It’s like when you buy a diamond ring and they give you a certificate of authenticity that tells you the quality of the gem….well in this case they are telling me the quality of my two gems. LOL. I have style 15 of the natrelle 371cc implants. I went under the muscle. They will eventually be a C cup. Right now they are just wide and weird looking from the swelling.

I spend the majority of my newly found free time watching “Ancient Aliens” on Netflix or “Millionaire Match Maker” on Bravo. I have been getting a million emails and texts from people showing support and I greatly appreciate it. I’ve also been getting a handful of goofballs bitching to me about my decision. I appreciate the support they are trying to show but I don’t appreciate the negativity. Anyfart. I am looking forward very much to being able to work out again. I will be heading out to Sacramento in November to help with some production for Webringit.com. If y’all haven’t seen the awesome concept I came up with for WBI, I think you should check it out. It’s brutal and 100% competitive. http://webringit.com/online_store/1109M156/wbi156.htm

If you missed my previous blog about the details of the concept, let me explain now. I’ve been doing competitive cat-fighting for a few years now. I have won some and I’ve lost some. Most of the ones I’ve lost were when I first started. I sucked. I am a fan of performing in matches as well as just watching them. Like any other fan, I have my favorite girls I like to watch. As funny as it may sound I have favorite girls I like to watch and this is different than the girls I like to actually wrestle. But I digress. As I started to watch some catfights I grew tired of seeing squash matches. I just don’t see anything fun in a match with a girl who is tremendously skilled tapping out a newbie who has just wrestled a few times. As a performer I don’t have fun working squash matches and there is not challenge in it as a producer I know that it’s impossible to pair girls of equal skill with each other for every match…there’s just not enough local talent at a time to make every match closed contested. So I developed a system in which grappling skills is only a percentage of the final score. I integrated a point  system into a cat fight so that hair pulling, face slapping and belly punching were not only allowed and encouraged but also mandatory to do in order to dominate and win. My system was put in place to even out the playing field and make girls more aggressive in a fun and safe mannor. If this sounds like something you’d be into , then please check it out and give me some feed back. http://webringit.com/online_store/1109M156/wbi156.htm

THIS IS THE COMPLETE MATCH EDITED IN ITS ENTIRETY ALL 4 ROUNDS!!!

The match is over. Rain DeGrey and Chloe Camilla are the victors of this hard fought non-scripted match. Now the winners get to brutally fuck and humiliate the losers in front of the live audience. Isis Love jumps in to add to the brutality.

Mahina and Iona are helpless as the winners ravish their holes. Both losers are fucked, fingered, made to cum, made to squirt and left on the mat humiliated, beaten, and broken. Losing at this sport is not recommended.

I go in for surgery tomorrow at 10am. I need to be at the surgery center by 8:30am. My brother is going to be the one to taxi me from place to place. He’s going to drop my ass off at the hospital and then take a BJJ class and then come pick me up. I have already purchased a wedge pillow to keep me elevated while I rest, front snapping sports bras ( for d cups because they will be THAT swollen after surgery, once the swelling is down I will be a c cup) and giant ice packs for post surgery tending. I was very good about not drinking any booze for 2 weeks prior to surgery. I had a wedding to attend this last weekend, saturday and it was interesting to see the reaction of people when I told them I couldn’t drink because I was going in for surgery. Of course they all ask “surgery for what” to which my response would ever so classily at a wedding be ” tits, I’m getting tits”. Girls would high five me and congradulate me as if I was the broad who caught the boquet or something and guys would simply blush and say “good luck with that hope all goes well”.  I’ve been planning for this surgery for years. I was a little hesitant to do it for a few reasons. Mainly, I’m terrifed to do anything to my body to “modify” it. You may or may not notice, I don’t have tattoos, I don’t have piercings. I am constantly changing my mind on things so the last thing I want is to be stuck with a tattoo or big tits that I don’t want anymore. But after putting years of thought into this descision, I am ready to move forward. My other concerns lay in my work. I am curious to see how well I can wrestle with these new mounds of joy on my chest. I know many a women who continue to wrestle and weight train with implants so I know it’s safe and perfectly fine to do so…but everyone’s body is different and I’m just scared about how my body will handle the foreign object. My body can’t even handle a penis will out wanting to push it out so it will be interesting to see how lumps of plastic will do against my wolverine healing powers.  Okay my body CAN handle a penis just fine, plastic or fleshy…enough about that though…moving on. sheesh I can not tell a lie. I’m awesome..yup there’s that honesty again. The other main concern of mine started a while back when I had a few companies inform me that if I got implants they would no longer be able to cast me in their adult films since their lines were strictly all natural women. So that disuaded me some until I saw recent videos from these same companies which had casted girls with mulitple augmentations. I suppose money talks. When you cast girls of all shapes and sizes you open your market up to a larger audience and end up making more money. There will always be a market for people who like my look, old or new. Maybe I’ll lose some current fans and yes that sucks but I’ll also gain some new fans who would never have noticed me before…so that’s nice. Some people complain now that I”m too “buff” I need to soften up a little…well…I’m not going to so I guess I’ve lost fans because i’m too fit but I’ve also gained a shit load who LOVE fit girls and who love me. Or how about when I stopped coloring my hair black and went natural brown…I still get people bitching and complaining about the hair change, but I like it lighter, I’m getting older it’s easier to maintain and not so harsh contrast with my aging skin.  So it just goes to show that you will never be able to please all of the people all of the time but if I can keep my loyal fans happy, then I’m doing my job. So with that said.I love you loyal fans and if you’re reading my blog, you’re probably pretty fucking loyal so I love you 🙂

I will be posting a lot of catch up blogs. I worked my ass off the last 3 months to save up for the down time after surgery. I will not be doing any more competitive work for the rest of 2011. I will be able to do  custom work so please don’t hesitate to ask. I still need to post about my awesome trip to the UK and all the hot girls I met and made friends with. I also have so many videos updated on kink sites I need to blog about. I’ve been having a hell of a time working for those guys I fucking LOVE Them. I have so many awesome wrestling videos out right now I need to tell y’all about. This has been a great year for me. If you didn’t know, I won summer vengeance again and I need to post about that bittersweet victory. I trained my ass off and I’m in the best shape of my life and it’s all been shawdowed by the absesnce of some of the vetern elite wrestlers for US this season. So that will be a rather interesting blog for y’all to check out. I promise I will get these updates up soon.

Without any further ado here is a shot of my tits today at 5:11pm PST less than a day b4 surgery. This is the last picture taken of my natural boobs. taken in my bathroom, not in the best lighting but I will take pictures at the same time when I get my new girls so the lighting is exactly the same. Enjoy!!