last of the mam-hecans

I go in for surgery tomorrow at 10am. I need to be at the surgery center by 8:30am. My brother is going to be the one to taxi me from place to place. He’s going to drop my ass off at the hospital and then take a BJJ class and then come pick me up. I have already purchased a wedge pillow to keep me elevated while I rest, front snapping sports bras ( for d cups because they will be THAT swollen after surgery, once the swelling is down I will be a c cup) and giant ice packs for post surgery tending. I was very good about not drinking any booze for 2 weeks prior to surgery. I had a wedding to attend this last weekend, saturday and it was interesting to see the reaction of people when I told them I couldn’t drink because I was going in for surgery. Of course they all ask “surgery for what” to which my response would ever so classily at a wedding be ” tits, I’m getting tits”. Girls would high five me and congradulate me as if I was the broad who caught the boquet or something and guys would simply blush and say “good luck with that hope all goes well”.  I’ve been planning for this surgery for years. I was a little hesitant to do it for a few reasons. Mainly, I’m terrifed to do anything to my body to “modify” it. You may or may not notice, I don’t have tattoos, I don’t have piercings. I am constantly changing my mind on things so the last thing I want is to be stuck with a tattoo or big tits that I don’t want anymore. But after putting years of thought into this descision, I am ready to move forward. My other concerns lay in my work. I am curious to see how well I can wrestle with these new mounds of joy on my chest. I know many a women who continue to wrestle and weight train with implants so I know it’s safe and perfectly fine to do so…but everyone’s body is different and I’m just scared about how my body will handle the foreign object. My body can’t even handle a penis will out wanting to push it out so it will be interesting to see how lumps of plastic will do against my wolverine healing powers.  Okay my body CAN handle a penis just fine, plastic or fleshy…enough about that though…moving on. sheesh I can not tell a lie. I’m awesome..yup there’s that honesty again. The other main concern of mine started a while back when I had a few companies inform me that if I got implants they would no longer be able to cast me in their adult films since their lines were strictly all natural women. So that disuaded me some until I saw recent videos from these same companies which had casted girls with mulitple augmentations. I suppose money talks. When you cast girls of all shapes and sizes you open your market up to a larger audience and end up making more money. There will always be a market for people who like my look, old or new. Maybe I’ll lose some current fans and yes that sucks but I’ll also gain some new fans who would never have noticed me before…so that’s nice. Some people complain now that I”m too “buff” I need to soften up a little…well…I’m not going to so I guess I’ve lost fans because i’m too fit but I’ve also gained a shit load who LOVE fit girls and who love me. Or how about when I stopped coloring my hair black and went natural brown…I still get people bitching and complaining about the hair change, but I like it lighter, I’m getting older it’s easier to maintain and not so harsh contrast with my aging skin.  So it just goes to show that you will never be able to please all of the people all of the time but if I can keep my loyal fans happy, then I’m doing my job. So with that said.I love you loyal fans and if you’re reading my blog, you’re probably pretty fucking loyal so I love you 🙂

I will be posting a lot of catch up blogs. I worked my ass off the last 3 months to save up for the down time after surgery. I will not be doing any more competitive work for the rest of 2011. I will be able to do  custom work so please don’t hesitate to ask. I still need to post about my awesome trip to the UK and all the hot girls I met and made friends with. I also have so many videos updated on kink sites I need to blog about. I’ve been having a hell of a time working for those guys I fucking LOVE Them. I have so many awesome wrestling videos out right now I need to tell y’all about. This has been a great year for me. If you didn’t know, I won summer vengeance again and I need to post about that bittersweet victory. I trained my ass off and I’m in the best shape of my life and it’s all been shawdowed by the absesnce of some of the vetern elite wrestlers for US this season. So that will be a rather interesting blog for y’all to check out. I promise I will get these updates up soon.

Without any further ado here is a shot of my tits today at 5:11pm PST less than a day b4 surgery. This is the last picture taken of my natural boobs. taken in my bathroom, not in the best lighting but I will take pictures at the same time when I get my new girls so the lighting is exactly the same. Enjoy!!