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Last week I got to shoot for Dungeoncorp. They had a Domme by the name of Soma work with me. It was my first time working with Soma. She’s a hotty fetish model who definitely knows what she’s doing. She has a sick and twisted mind, which is a quality I love in my Dommes. She was definitely a “mind fuck” kind of girl. She liked to find limits and push them which is something I truly enjoy when doing bondage work.

She did a lot of fucked up things to me for the shoot but you will definitely enjoy watching her in action. She stays so calm collective and cool, it was kinda scary. She used the implements very well and when it came time to force me to have an orgasm she was all about it. Check out Strict Restraints for the video

So I got a new BlackBerry storm. Its one of those touch screen phones. Its hard to text on but has some good features. But I’m not here to blog about the stupid phone; I’m here to blog about how I can blog from the stupid phone. That’s right. I can blog from pretty much anywhere. So get ready to hear all about everything….even the stuff ud rather not hear about….like turds and boogies hhaH no no I won’t go there. So the blogs will be more frequent but less pertinent and have even less proper gramer if you can believe it. When I am able to get to my computer I will have longer , more exciting blogs with pix and vids.
I just want to thank yall for sticking around and sending ur love. Get ready to be bombarded with crazy blogs
Xoxo

I did a few matches for Utopia Entertainment. I had 6 great match ups. 3 were with women and 3 were with men. I have always heard women say they prefer wrestling with me and I never really understood that. I, personally liked the competitive nature of going at it full speed with a women of close to or comparable size. Grappling with men never gives me satisfaction because I feel as if the men are always “wrestling down” or faking it with me. I feel as if they “let” me win. I never get satisfaction from winning someone who isn’t trying or winning someone who isn’t 100% there that day ( ie someone who is sick or injured). To me it’d be like winning the special Olympics if you’re not “special”.

I got to wrestle 3 of my top 10 favorite girls ever for Utopia yesterday. I got Jennifer Thomas…holy cow…I think I’m in love with this woman. She is so good. She can literally throw me around like a rag doll but she is extremely skilled!!! Her body is rock solid muscle but her heart is solid gold. I think Jennifer Thomas and Robin are the nicest, sexiest women in wrestling right now, they would run into a burning building to save a fly, that’s how sweet and caring they are.

My next match was against Cheyenne. I have wrestled with her before. She is very strong…crazy strong…special Olympics strong ( which is a huge compliment)….I have to admit I underestimated her and I left myself vulnerable in some places during the match and she def took advantage. I was very proud of that girl.

My next match was with Julie Squeeze. This was my 3rd match with Julie. She’s incredibly strong, tall and beautiful. Up until yesterday, our matches have always been a draw but at Utopia, one was finally deemed the winner. Our rubber match continues 🙂

I had 3 matches with men…3 in a row. I was tired. Sweaty and hungry but I was ready to roll. I have noticed that I work better the more tired I get ( to an extent) I don’t ever start my first match as being aggressive. I start out slow and work my way to being more and more aggressive and i definitely get faster. These poor boys had no idea what was going to hit them. They thought I was going to be tired and worn out. I think they actually thought they were going to win. What can I say. I was pumped from my earlier matches and I was ready to kick ass and take some names. These boys actually fought back..sure they had no idea what they were doing compared to me but it was cute so see them try. They had some weight on me so they were able to get on top a lot but I work very well from the bottom and their giant heads are so easy to catch with my legs so these boys were getting choked out a LOT. They were great fun. They made me understand why women say they prefer to wrestle with me. If men actually try to fight back it is REALLY fucking fun to beat them 🙂

The scene I did for Triangle Films with Jiz Lee is going to be available to see in a movie called “They Met in Cherry Hill” which is set to be released September 20th 🙂
In the scene, I played a personal trainer and I meet Jiz at the pub located in my gym’s complex. I apparently train all the lesbians there and I am infamous for seducing my clients. Jiz contacts me to train her. We do some stretching and some working out but the stretching quickly turns to flirting and we take each other into the shower and quickly undress each other.

Jiz definitely took the dominate role in this one. She has a very powerful presence and she took me like she owned me. She worked me very well and I unintentionally squirted ….nothing like you see in the squirt videos, just a little drizzle that came out and I had no control over it. We took turns pleasing each other. We finally got to turning the water on and actually having a shower…and fucking in the shower. The sex was so hot we had to cool off somehow and what better way to do that than to grab a giant strap on and turn on the shower. Jiz worked the big dark dong like a champ. She definitely put some work in. I love sex when the two bodies in motion work well with each other and compliment each other. When one thrust in while the other trusts ON. Our bodies were in perfect sync and the sex was AMAZING.

Check out more of Triangles work

I went to see Machete this Friday. I’m not going to bother getting into the plot or story line…that part isn’t really noteworthy to be honest. The action was amazing and the girls where hot!! need I say more. Machete is the most entertaining movie I have seen in a very long time. I have alway been a fan of Robert Rodriguez’s work. I think he is a brilliant film maker. I even enjoy the god damn “Spy Kid’s” and “Shark boy and Lava Girl” movies he makes…so sue me..sheesh….but Machete is GOLD!!! It’s got blood, guts, murder, porn stars, drug dealers, druggies, Steven Segal…the list goes on and on. It’s a dark comedy for sure. There are things you should NOT be laughing at but you find yourself cracking up over. For example; Machete is taken to a hospital for illegal aliens, meanwhile some thugs are looking for him to kill him after framing him for a botched assassination. Machete is in the hospital room with a doctor and two smoking hot nurses. The Doctors makes a comment about the human intestines being about 60 feet long. Shortly after the comment is made, Machete is informed that the thugs are looking for him so he tries to hightail it out of the hospital room. With no where to run, he confronts the thugs. He cuts up their faces and limbs and even slices one guy in the guts….pulls his guts out (which we now know after the doctor’s speech that they are at least 60 ft long)and he jumps out the window and rappels down the side of the building  which is about 60 ft high using the mans guts…fucking AMAZING!!! the action doesn’t stop there either. It’s literally non stop action and or comedy.

If what I mentioned above isn’t enough to persuade you to go see this movie, perhaps a glimps of Jessica Alba’s side boob and ass is. That’s right..she’s naked in the movie but you only get to see side boob…good enough for me. And Michelle Rodriguez is pretty outstanding in this flic as well. She’s a natural born bad ass. She only goes in her bra in this one..no side boob or implied nudity for this girl but she straps some guns on and fucks people up good int his movie!!!

Definitely the most entertaining movie of the year if not of the decade!!!

I have gotten a great deal of supportive emails and comments about my last blog. Thank you EVERYONE who has sent their love and support. I am currently busting my balls to get myself into a position where I can make residual income for the rest of my life and not be stressed out should I get injured and unable to perform. Having to take time off and cancel jobs after my injury and my son’s hospitalization kinda effed me financially and opend my eye to the fact that if anything happend to my physcially and I couldnt work for a year..I’d be S.O.L.

  I have several affiliate programs in the works right now and I will have some more set up soon. I will be writing a fitness blog and will have several links to cheap vitamins and crap. The idea is to advertise to you fans and if you like something you see, you can buy it..this way you get something you want and I get a little part of each sale I generate through my blogs.

My latest obsession is Credit Card Processing Affiliate programs. I have signed up with Authorize.net as an affiliate. They are THE best gateway for credit card processing. If you own your own business and/or you have the decision making power and say so on who you want to process through, please take me and Authorize.net into consideration. You need to accept credit cards in this day and age so why not help a gal like me out in the process. I will be getting a site up www.processingportal.com soon but if you would like information now please go ahead and sign up using my affiliate link

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I would never ask any of you to send me money or anything like that but if you could take the time to look into the services I promote and see if they are useful to you, I would greatly appreciate it. Who knows, maybe you can save some money in the process.

Thank you for your time. folks. Thank you for the support and everything Feel free to spread the word and link I provided to anyone you think would find it useful. Thank you. I have read each and every email and comment and you have all filled me with joy. This world and the people in it are truly amazing!!!!

xoxox

So it’s been a while since I had a personal update on this blog. I’ve had a lot going on lately to say the least. I don’t know where to start other than by saying, I need to get some shit of my chest and I want to be heard. I don’t know what I want, empathy, sympathy…I don’t know, I just want to be heard and have my story told, like “The Ring” So you will have to copy my story or you will die in 7 days..hahah JK….please don’t share this with anyone…if they are real fans or friends they will read this on their own. This is for real supporter’s eyes only!!!

Let me start back about 5 months ago. My guy and I have been together about 3 years. We have had some rocky times but who doesn’t. I thought we were destined to be together so I put up with a lot of shit…and believe me, he put up with a lot of shit as well. Regardless of what your rules and boundaries are in your relationship, it is hard for a man to date a woman in the adult industry. We had an open relationship. He didnt’ care if I fucked women and I didn’t ‘care if he did either…but I had rules. I needed to have the woman acknowledge my existence and say hi and be nice ( there is no way in hell I’d let him fuck a girl who was rude to me) and he had to be safe and have fun. I wont go into details but I just want to express that our relationship was flawless for the first year and then he push and tried my boundaries and rules…over and over….5 months ago he did something that betrayed me beyond anything I could imagine. I supposed I should let y’all know that he was the first man I had been with in  avery very long time. I dont trust men to begin with. This man I fell for was something special. He was beautiful, inside and out and he told me everything and made me feel like a queen for the first year or so. I made a giant leap by allowing myself to trust him. I gave myself to him wholy. He did break my heart in and turn, rather than saying goodbye, I allowed myself to turn into a bitch and nag him and criticize him in all he did. We went on a break 5 months ago. Since then we have been off and on again..nothing new….we were always off and on…this time was a little more serious than the others though. When I go through a break up, I do not try to sleep around and fuck myself numb. I do the exact opposite. I hide away from all sexual things as I don’t want to share myself with anyone. I didn’t do a lot of  erotic work while we were on this break…that was my choice..I just didn’t feel right. The one thing I could manage to do for work was my wrestling work. It kept me sane and kept me on my toes. I love wrestling more than any THING in this world. My love life has NEVER interfered with my wrestling.

About 3 weeks ago, I busted my hand and wrist in a wreslting match…I was scared I would have to forfeit the summer vengeance tournament and cancel some other jobs. I broke a finger, sprained2 others fingers and sprained my wrist and told people I only sprained the wrist and finger so that I could still compete…This was not a big deal as I did heal…I am still in recover but I have full range of motion and no deformities. I have been wrestling and working out just fine but that was some added stress.

 Relationship issues don’t fuck up my mental game…but when you mess with my son, that’s when things start to break me down.  About 2 weeks ago, my son was admitted into the hospital. He was wisked away in an ambulance after I sat holding him at his school for 9 hours. He was gone for 6 days. I did not know if I would ever see him again. I learned that he will have a serious problem for the rest of his life and that in and of itself has thrown me into a deep and dark depression. He has been out for a week and a half and seems fine on the surface. I am so happy he is home..over joyed…but depression lingers. My mind is gone…it’s in la la land. I am there but I am not. I can’t focus. I can’t eat..nothing makes me smile. I burst into tears for apparently no reason. I am tired all the time and can’t sleep. I am easily irritated and quick to bit people’s heads off. things that use to bring me joy simply do not bring me joy any more.

I lost to Vendetta last week for the summer vengeance tournament. That fucked me in the head even more. It was a fight I shouldn’t have taken. I probably should have just withdrawn from the tournament but I didn’t want to be that much of a recluse. I new I had to work and still function. On the mats with her I was slow, sluggish and weak. She definitely was one step ahead of me at all times. There was absolutely nothing I could have done to prepare for that mentally. Physically I did my routine. I did heavy weights for 8 weeks before the match and then the last 2 weeks I lighten my load. I carbed up the day before. I boosted my cardio..I was in GREAT shape physically but mentally, i was a train wreck. I do not wish to take away from Vendetta’s amazing performance. She probably would have kicked my ass anyway but at least it would have been much closer. At least I wouldn’t be coming down on myself so hard for losing.

Things are getting better day by day. My son seems to be recovering well and I am slowly but surely able to go out and have “me time”..I am able to go to the gym and get my workouts done where as before I could go to the gym but I couldn’t even think about lifting weights. I would do one set and then say ” fuck it, go home”. I have been going to the beach a lot. The sun and sand and sound of the waves has been helping me relax. I have even stepped into a BJJ gym once or twice to grapple with some babes for fun. That alone has been a life saver. I go for 3 mile walks every day and that helps me look at the beauty in the world and think more positively. I spend some good nights with my son after he gets out of school and we just watch movies and each icecream which has been one of the most fun I’ve had in a long long time. Things are getting better. I am getting through all this

So…that’s my life in a nutshell right now. and for those of you who have been clicking the links on my blog and buying stuff….thank you thank you thank you…every sale I make through this blog gets me a penny or two and those pennies add up..so please keep buying and please help put food on my table and pay the crazy medical bills I have racked up…yes I have insurance but I have copays and all that jazz…it adds up!!

I love you guy…I couldn’t have gotten through this with out all you lovelies!!!

I love doing the live shoots for Device bondage and Hogtied. I love the interaction with the members. Those guys watching the live shows come up with some pretty sadistic stuff. wow.

I was supposed to do the live show with Madison Young co-subbing. Somehow Madison got talked into domming so I had 4 doms tormenting me that day. The Doms were my favorite people in the world, Matt Williams, Isis Love , Orlando and of course, Madison Young.

The first hour is easy. I get bolted down in an extremely uncomfortable position and the members ask me questions. It’s not the most enjoyable thing having your ankle bolted to the ground but there are far more worse things in life. The finally stood me up and spread my arms and legs out so I looked like a starfish. The tied 2 bowling balls to my neck to asphyxiate me and preceded to attach clothespins to me. 2 lines going down my front and 2 lines going down my back each attached with string for a zipper. The pulled the first 2 zippers off my front then my back…what a rush that was. The pain is intense for about .5 seconds and then just starts to itch. It goes away pretty fast. Matt knows that the pain doesn’t last very long so he was eager to get more zippers going, knowing that I could handle it. So 4 more zippers were put on my body ( 2 in front, 2 in back) then they ripped those bad boys off one at a time. And the good souls they are, they let me have an orgasm while they did it to make it even more fun for me 🙂

Madison and Isis took turns whipping, flogging, canning, fisting and doing just about anything else you could imagine to my poor little body. They even got some solid belly punches in on me while I was upside-down with the sybian crammed on me ( yes the sybian was upside down as well).

We had a lot of fun with electronic toys…We DP’ed me with the Alpha and Omega fucking machines. Taht’s right 2 high speed monsters, one in my ass, one in my puss. It was crazy..I was laughing, screaming and couldn’t decide to cry from joy or pleasure..it was insane 🙂

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I did a shoot for Whippedass.comrecently. I was dommed by Maîtresse Madeline and Vivienne Del Rio. Vivienne is a sweet babe. She does the wardrobe for kink.com. She looks so sweet and innocent but she’s not..not at all.

Then Scene opens with a tatted out, sexy Vivienne, cleaning up the bar after closing time. In walk Princess Donna and myself, strap in hand. Vivienne points out to us that she is closed and asks us to come back later but we pay no mind to her as we barge in and grab her. We cut off her clothes and probe her onto the table where donna holds her down while I fuck her silly. Donna and I play really great sex offenders!!!. The police bust Donna and I. Donna is able to run off but I’m stuck there, caught with my pants down ( literally).

The next scene starts with me in shakles in a dirty prison shower. Madeline is the Warden who is trying to teach me a leason on what it’s like to be sexually assulted. She forces me to lick her boots and asshole.

The next scene I am tied with my feet pried apart. bent over with my neck tied to my legs. Madeline bangs me doggy style and is easily frustrated with me when she sees her tactics to rehabilitate me are not working. She decided to bring in a professional, the new therapist.

I am pinned in a pile driver position…my most hated position. I have a bad back and neck and this position just kills me..My feet go numb and my back hurts as soon as I am put in that position. I toughed it out however and we were able to get through the scene. I was blindfolded and introduced to the new therapist who was chosen for her unconventional ways of being able to rehabilitate people which has proven to be effective. The therapist is an uptight lady in a business suite and glasses. She discusses with me how she is going to fix me and i laugh in her face. As she takes off my blindfold, it is revealed to me that the new therapist is really Vivienne who has been plotting her revenge for a very very long time.

V did a great job as a top. It was her first time topping and she did a fantastic job buttfucking and torturing me..

xoxo

Last week was a busy week for me. I spent 3 days up at the kink palace shooting for various sites. I had my match with Darling for Ultimate Surrender.I will blog about that once it has been released…can’t spoil the ending for anyone hahah. Then I had a Webcam for 4 hours at kinklive.com and then I did one scene for public Disgrace … Then after all that I did a live Device Bondage shoot.

I love doing the live shoots for DB and Hogtied. I love the interaction with the members. Those guys watching the live shows come up with some pretty sadistic stuff. wow.

I was supposed to do the live show with Madison Young co-subbing. Somehow Madison got talked into domming so I had 4 doms tormenting me that day. The Doms were my favorite people in the world, Matt Williams, Isis Love , Orlando and of course, Madison Young.

The first hour is easy. I get bolted down in an extremely uncomfortable position and the members ask me questions. It’s not the most enjoyable thing having your ankle bolted to the ground but there are far more worse things in life.  The finally stood me up and spread my arms and legs out so I looked like a starfish. The tied 2 bowling balls to my neck to asphyxiate me and preceded to attach clothespins to me. 2 lines going down my front and 2 lines going down my back each attached with string for a zipper. The pulled the first 2 zippers off my front then my back…what a rush that was. The pain is intense for about .5 seconds and then just starts to itch. It goes away pretty fast. Matt knows that the pain doesn’t last very long so he was eager to get more zippers going, knowing that I could handle it. So 4 more zippers were put on my body ( 2 in front, 2 in back) then they ripped those bad boys off one at a time. And the good souls they are, they let me have an orgasm while they did it to make it even more fun for me 🙂

Madison and Isis took turns whipping, flogging, canning, fisting and doing just about anything else you could imagine to my poor little body. They even got some solid belly punches in on me while I was upside-down with the sybian crammed on me ( yes the sybian was upside down as well).

We had a lot of fun with electronic toys…We DP’ed me with the Alpha and Omega fucking machines. Taht’s right 2 high speed monsters, one in my ass, one in my puss. It was crazy..I was laughing, screaming and couldn’t decide to cry from joy or pleasure..it was insane 🙂

I will post pix once it’s updated on the site…but this is why you guys need to watch the live shows..they are so much more fun

xoxoxo