Happy Thanksgiving

It’s Thanksgiving and I have ever so much to be thankful for. One of the most important things I am thankful for is the blessing I have being able to wrestle women naked. Wrestling women naked has changed my life for the better because it has raised myself esteem, it has forced me to get into and stay in great shape and it gets me out of the house doing something I’m proud to be doing. Hows that for an opening statement, language arts teacher? LOL

It’s true. Wrestling has raised my self esteem in many ways. I can’t say I ever had low self esteem. I feel I’m pretty realistic in my view of myself. The world is a big place and before I started wrestling, I often felt as if I was an average bear. I always thought I was cute…I guess I know the rules of being some-one’s “types”. Everyone has a type of look they like and when a girl has what they like…she has “it’” when she doesn’t she “doesn’t” it’s as simple as that. I often felt as if I had a look that the average person would like which made me feel a little average. I had been modeling and doing fetish work for years before I found wrestling. Sure I got emails from gentlemen, complimenting me on me work and my style and sure it was great. When I started wrestling…win or loose, I would get so many emails from gentlemen who looked that fact that I was doing something active and yes it was nice that they thought I was cute. The number of compliments helped raise my self esteem….which in turned forced me to want to do better which I did, which in turn got me more compliments. Suddenly I found myself spiralling into a happy spot of feeling confident in my looks and confident enough in my skill so that if someone didn’t like the way I looked..I could beat a different opinion into them and they would end up liking me LOL.

The work outs I put myself through, day in and day out, are grueling. Some days I don’t want to work out but I force myself to do it because I can’t quit. Each day I train I tell myself ” you may not want to do this but you have to because if you give up on this work out you will train yourself to give up on the mats and tap when you don’t need to”. My mental game is strong and I need a physical game to match it. I train all body parts accordingly. I do my back and biceps, I do my shoulders, I do my chest and triceps and I do my legs each on a separate day so I can go max weight on each muscle group, with out fatiguing the other groups and inadvertantly ”over training”. Of course I take breaks from the gym and my diet. I take a day off at the gym every 4 days and every Sunday I pig out on the most delicious junk food the world can give me. Because I train so hard, my body has become a solid brick house. I am sometimes unmovable on the mats but I have also developed curves in all the right places and at the ripe age of 30, I must admit, I think I look better now than I did in my 20’s hands down!! I am confident when I walk into my gym and I’m confident when someone brings me brownies that I would eat them until Sunday. My mental game is strong for both my workout and my diet. It has to be strong in order to keep a good feminine balance.

With the new found, mental and physical strength, I walk around with a lot of confidence and of course I am proud of what I have accomplished with my body form. I am proud of what I have accomplished in my life. I love opening my emails from you guys and seeing that you just saw my most recent match released. I love when you ask me questions, even though sometimes I take a while getting back to you, I try to always get back to each and every one of you. I am proud of winning any match I have won but most importantly I am proud to have lost any match I have lost because that is where the growth comes from. I am proud to be a part of something like naked women’s wrestling, a sport that a lot of women turn their noses at. I am proud that I bare my body, skills, strengths and weaknesses to all of you on the mats. I show no shame as I have none. I am proud when I dominate my opponents wrestling and even more proud when I dominate them sexually. I love what I do and I am thankful I got into the sport.

So tomorrow when we are eating our stuffed birds, you should know that I will be saying thanks to all of YOU who make it possible for us to do what we do. YOu put food on my plate, you keep my body in shape and you give me girls virginities to take!!! Bless all of you!!!!!!!! muah..