Nice Piece by Behind Kink

howdy y’all. Kink did a really nice piece on my taking over of Ultiamte Surrender.  I’ve been having a really great time shooting these matches and directing the round fours. The wrestling directs itself but is extremely stressful. I must constantly be alert and aware of model safety. The job entails a lot of small stressful duties. I can handle having poor sales but I can not handle a model being injured on my watch. I’m thankful that I have the skill and experience to recognize safety issues but it still takes is tole on my heart when I see dangerous predicaments. Ironically enough having shot fake or scripted wrestling matches, I found that most of the injuries I accrued were done in fake wrestling. Real wrestling, for me, was much safer.

Any way I’m having a great time with the round fours. I’m implementing many of my own personal fetishes or comical additions to the round fours for my own amusement. Don’t get me wrong, I love a good fisting or cock sucking in round four but if it’s done in every single match it gets a little monotonous. I like to mix things up a little but sometimes I think I go a little far. It will be interesting to see the fan feed back for some of the round 4s coming up to be released.

In other news, I’ve probably answered the same 2 questions 100000 times in the last 2 weeks. I’m gonna answer it here and then I’m just gonna stop answering and just post a link to this blog.

How long will you be out for recover after your ACL repair surgery?

I undergo ACL repair surgery Jan 16th. They are using my Hamstring tendon to repair the ACL on my left knee. The recovery varies person to person so there is no set in stone answer I can give. My doctor says anwhere from 3 to 9 months depending on my body. He says that because I’m in great shape and already athletic it should be closer to 3 months. I will not be doing any competitive matches until I feel 100% recovered and have the doctors “go ahead”.

Will you ever wrestle for Ultimate surrender now that you are the director and ref?

yes I will wrestle for Ultimate Surrender again but probably not this year since I will be recovering. I will not be competing in any of the tournaments. It is a conflict of interest for me to wrestle for a site I direct when there are tournaments involved. I will do exhibition matches only. These matches will be for “entertainment” purposes though they will be the same US rules and same competitive level. I mean entertainment in that the outcome will not be reflected against anyone’s permanent record. So when I do beat the next champion, it will not tarnish her record. 🙂 it will only be done for your entertainment

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Big News: Directing Ultimate Surrender and having Surgery

Some big changes came into my life last week. Some were out of the blue and some I have been waiting for for a while. I had been going back and forth with my doctor about my surgery. My insurance company was giving me the run around about surgery. First they said, I needed it, then they wouldn’t approve me for it. I had to switch doctors to get a second opinion. To make a long Story short, I have a full tear in my ACL. My leg is completely unstable and still , after 4 monhts post accident, gives way and buckles at moments of stress. There is 100% no way I could ever competitively wrestle with my leg the way it is. I finally got a surgery date of January 16th. So I will be laying low for a while. I was a little bummed about the surgery. I’m a major gym rat so the thought of not being able to do leg days for 6 to 9 months was agonizing to think about. Not being able to train BJJ or wrestle for that same amount of time literally put me into depression.I started making plans for my down time. I knew I wouldn’t be raking in money from wrestling for a while so I started looking into other avenues of bringing in income. I was web cam-ing on Herbicepscam.com a lot and I was working on getting my personal trainer cert and nutrition certs. The money issue didn’t bother me too greatly. I have savings, I just prefer not to touch that. I just didn’t like the idea of my life as I knew it changing so much and not being able to be a bigger part of wrestling. Well as it turns out, the universe must want me to be involved in wreslting. I got a phone call from kink.com about guest directing for a few shoots on Ultimate Surrender. I was totally excited about doing it so I said yes, then they say, “really, you’ll do it…..would you consider doing it full time” I said yes without hesitating. I did however take the weekend to think everything through. I knew I”d have to move to San Francisco. I’ve lived in Los Angeles all my life. All my family is in LA all my booty calls are in LA. This was a serious move. I went up to San Francisco and spoke with the owner and next thing I know I’m hire full time. I was extremly excited. I think I love this site more than any fan in the world does. I appreciate the hard work that goes into it but I appreciate the fetish itself. I really love strong women. I really love women who compete in anything. I feel lucky that I have control over this site. To be able to book the girls I wanna see, to train them and make them warriors. I feel like I can put a lot of love into this site that wasn’t there before simply because it’s a priority to me. I’m in the middle of moving to San  Francisco but with this surgery things will be tricky. I will have to have the surgery first and then I will have to wait to be able to walk so I can kinda move my stuff into my new place. I will most likely need to hire movers. That is gonna be hard for me becuase I hate HATE HATE asking for help. 🙁

Anyway, that’s the news. Stay posted for new and exciting shoots on Ultimate Surrender and when Im able to, I will be back on the mats

Ear’s Some News for You

I know I’m a pretty lucky girl when it comes to injuries in my grappling and stuff. I’ve been wrestling 6 years and I’ve only had a handful of injuries and none of them have been really serious. I’ve broken fingers, toes and feet, sprained wrists and ankles, over extended joints till the cows came home, gotten concussed and now I’ve had my ear half way ripped off. Where do I start?  I’ll start with Cauliflower ear. I’m not pretending to be super smart, I’m not a doctor. I have had my fair share of run ins with cauliflower ear enough to know a little about it. I’ll try to explain it to the best of my ability and it will be pretty cave man sounding since I myself am a simpleton.  Cauliflower ear is a common condition in contact sports, especially in wrestling where one rubs ones ears frequently against abrasive objects. Ears get folded funny or squished funny when a wrestler is trying to do an escape or sweep or any kind of transition. There can be accidental elbowing or chins hitting the ear which can hit hard enough to bust the cartilage and cause swelling. There are many ways to cause the trauma, it’s not limited to wrestling alone but no matter the cause the results can be unsightly.  When there’s trauma on the ear, fluid will build up under the perichondrium. The perichondrium is a dense irregular connective tissue that  supplies nutrients to the cartilage. This fluid that builds up then separates the cartilage from said perichondrium. The cartilage then dies and hardens in an irregular shape. The skin over the ear will accommodate the new weird shape…this is how you get the beautiful looking ears you see on many fighters and wrestlers.

One way of preventing the deformed ear look, its to drain and splint the ear before the fluids harden. I’ve had to stick many needles in my ear and drain some nasty looking things out of my head a few times. I prefer to use a 24g needle. I want something that is thick enough to let the fluid drain out fast or at a reasonable rate.  Insulin needles are small and thin which are pretty much painless but they are so thin that often times the thick fluid can not drain down the short needle. So I tough it out and get the thicker 24g needles. The puncturing part is extremely painful. The punction needs to be deep enough to break through the skin and enter in the the soft fluid area with out punching through to the other side of the ear. I suggest going in at a 45 degree angle. Once you have the fluid drained out, it’s important to splint the ear so that more fluid doesn’t fill in and also to keep the shape normal-ish. One should keep the ear splinted for about 2 weeks. I used a nipple clamp to splint mine. The nipple clamp was like a tiny “C” clamp you can purchase at any hardware store. Get one that is small enough to fit on your tiny ear.

After having gone through the draining and splinting many a times in the past, I thought I might try wearing head gear to keep the tenderness of my ears down. A lot of people wear head gear because they can’t handle the awesomeness of how the cauliflower ear actually looks onces it’s hardened. It’s cool..not everyone can be rad. I’ve decided I will never wear head gear again. I had a freak accident today. I had my head gear on…everything was going great. A Girl caught me in a north south choke and as I was pulling my head out from it, my head gear started slipping up. The chin strap started choking the shit out of me and to top it off the ear part caught on to my ear and and the head gear shiftes up, it took my ear with it and damn near ripped my ear off. I have about a 3 inch gash on the back of my ear and the worst part was…I tapped out because I was chocking myself with the damn head gear. UGH..

The ear getting ripped did not hurt me what so ever. I actually didn’t notice it until my next match when I took my head gear off and got my opponent into a triangle choke and after she tapped, I saw blood all over here where my ear had been. The producer took a look at my ear and was like ” you need to go to the doctor” She almost threw up. I guess it looked pretty bad at first. I couldn’t see it though. I cleaned it up and asked someone to take a picture.   So here I am..waiting to get onto a flight home so I can hit up the urgent care that my insurance goes through. I could have found a place in San Jose but to be honest, I just want to go to my doctor in my town so if anything goes wrong I can hunt who’s at fault down and ruin their life :). I am sad because I have huge tournaments coming up and I am barely going to be healed in time for them. I will not be able to train hard for the week before these tournaments and I feel like I will be at a disadvantage. I will do well though. My ear is fine. every thing is fine. Had the producer not said something about needing to go to the doctor, I probablywouldn’t have gone because I can’t feel the thing nor can I see how bad it really is except for this little picture. Having a high pain tolerance can be a little scary. It makes me wonder what else has gotten messed up without my knowing it. Guess there’s no point fretting over the things I dont know about.

Here’s an update. I just got back from the Dr. He glued my ear back on. No stitches. I am not allowed to get my ear wet or grapple for 2 weeks. 🙁

 

Hogtied/ Ultimate Surrender Cross over shoot is up

they updated Hogtied with the shoot Gia and I did the other week. This was one of the toughest shoots i’ve done aside from what I did today for TTOO. Since my surgery I have found that my breasts and especially nipples have gained some sensitivity. The slightest touch to the nips sends me quivering in agony usually. I truly hope this ends soon cause it’s kinda pissing me off. LOL.

The hogtied shoot was awesome. I had a great time. Gia was mean and sexy and dirty and brutal. She makes a great dom. I would love to work with her again. I enjoyed doing the “fake” wrestling for this shoot. We staged a lot of the holds; we didn’t do an actual match we just put the submissions in. Gia is so flexible and light that i was able to put her in some really mean holds and keep her there for a while so we could get good footage. That babe is tough. So she can take it AND dish it out. Well without further ado, here are some stills and if you’d like to see the entire video please join using my affiliate link. xoxox http://www.hogtied.com/track/MTAzNDU3NDozOjE/

 

I’m Coming Home

I’m at the airport right now it’s its rather dead. I have time to sit down and blog about my week. I have to blog now because I know as soon as I get home, I will be occupied with family obligations and unable to think and/write. I had a very eventful week and I must say, I am impressed with how well I handeled everything and how well I preformed given that I had many strenuous jobs on my roster for the week.

My week Started on Friday when I flew up to Kink to shoot the remainder of the Hogtied feature with Gia Demarco. The feature will be realeased in a few weeks. Its a crossover of Ultimate Surrender and Hogtied. I think this will be fun for a lot of fans. The footage of the wreslting Gia and I did is not from an actual match so Please do not email me asking when that match will be updated, it was shot purely entertainement and footage for the Hogtied feature.

After Gia dominated me for the hogtied shoot ( which was pretty brutal, one of the toughest shoots I’ve ever done) I hopped on a plane and headed to Vegas to shoot for the good folks at WeBringIt.com. My time in Vegas was pretty busy, when I wasn’t shooting for WBI, I was shooting for other production companies. There were days when I shot from 9:30am to 1:00 am and all of it was really physical stuff. Chantel Lace came up to Vegas to shoot for WBI as well and she is re-opening www.bad-apple.com which is a topless boxing site. So between catfights and boxing matches my forearms are killing me. When  I was done shooting for Bad-Apple, I rushed over to my friend house and shot some Ball Busting for one company and some MMA domination for another company. This is no joke, this was the real deal. I was exhausted by the end of my trip in Vegas. But Vegas wasn’t the end of it. I flew from Vegas to Oakland and performed in a tournament for www.ufglive.com and had to go against some pretty tough opponents, including Isamar Gutierrez. It was a hard core matchup for the tournament. I was spent but that wasn’t the end of my work week. I had one tag team match for Ultimate Surrender last night. I did phenominal, I was very proud of my performance. We had a great showing with lots of great audience members. I had a great time. I will post more about it as the updates go up.

So today I fly home. I set a new record of how many matches I shot in a week. I believe I did 27 matches/video this week alone. I can not wait to get into my own bed and go to my gym and get a real weight work out in. it’s silly that

 

My new favorite Kind of Session

 

I don’t do a lot of sessions and I especially don’t do a lot of “fantasy sessions”. I prefer competitive sessions over anything else. I feel as if they more competitive the match, the less likely it is the guy will perve out on me. I wanted to keep my session pretty straight. I suppose I was doing the competitive sessions more for myself than for the guys doing them. I wanted to test myself against bigger people. I’m pretty sure I”ve gotten that out of my system. I’ve gone against all shapes, sizes and ages of men and women. I enjoy every match I have ever done.  I know what my passion is and I don’t need to search it out any longer. Now I’m at a point where I can explore more fun sessions.  Without seeking it out, I have had 2 great fantasy sessions in the last month that were seriously the most fun I’ve ever had. I did some role playing in the sessions. In one session, I played the angry, jealous girlfriend and beat up my boy friend. In one I played a secretary to a boss who thought women were too weak to fight so I had to show him who was boss and in another scenario, I was a spy trying to get information from another spy. Role playing brought that extra story line to the table that really gave me motivation to kick these guys ass. I guess I’m a method actress. I really got into character. I really felt like a jealous gf or the defense secretary or the spy. I really got into character in a playful way. But what really helped was that they guys got into character as well. Wrestling sessions need to be give and take…and I don’t mean you give me all your money and I take it hahah though that would be awesome. I mean, you guys need to give me something to work with and take what I give back and work with that and vice versa. It’s so much more fun and easier on us girls if you guys give us a little bit of a challenge, whether it be verbal in a role play or physical in a competitive match. I have had guys ask for a “competitive match” and then they sit there and just let me put them in all kinds of holds…there’ snothing wrong with that but that is not competitive. I think it would be even more fun if they guy did want to just let me put him in holds but we added role play to it. Maybe I could be your landlord and you owe me money…or maybe you could be MY landlord and I need to show you why I don’t need to pay rent this month…the possibilities are endless and it does make the whole session go by in a blink of an eye for me. I can’t begin to tell you how blessed I am to be able to do what I do for work. I don’t do a lot of sessions. Most the people I work with are people my friends have worked with and who have a good reputation in this industry. The guys who are into this wrestling stuff are some of the most awesome people I have ever met. They are such good peoples.I have made some pretty good friends in my line of work. Thank you to all you folks out there who have supported my work and allow me to do and encourage what I do.

Here are somem photos taken by one of my session gents during our match on a break.

 

Cheyenne Jewel and Arianna Interview

We did a catfightlive.com webcam while we were doing a production at webringit.com. We only allotted  1 hour for the webcam per day because we had lots and lots of videos to shoot for our video production. We weren’t able to shoot all the content we were aiming to shoot but we did get some great matches in the 2 days we did shoot. Among my favorite match up was a match up between Arianna and Cheyenne Jewel in which the rules were that they could only submit each other using leg scissors. The match was back and forth action for 30 minutes. I was at the edge of my seat the entire time. The girls were able to talk a little about the match in this interview. They were also able to show off how ridiculously amazing their asses look in tight blue jeans…meow…Enjoy the interview.

Sex Fight with Ariel and Mutiny

Mutiny came into town the week before my Surgery. I Had just flowen in from London and my landing home pressent was a sex fight with one of my favorite french canadian girls, Mutiny. I’ve worked with this gal a handful of times. I absolutely love her attitude. She does some amazing pro style stuff but she’s underrated in her competitive wrestling. The girl has grappling skills but what she does the best is seduction. There were moments during our “sex fight” where she would hypnotize me with her soft voice and ample breasts. She would start kissing me and I would forget where I am and she was able to get out of my holds…..ugh….she’s a tricky little devil and I think that’s why I love her so much. I’d like to share the match I had with her with you. It’s listed on her site. 

enjoy xoxo

 

WeBringIt doing live Camshow for Catfightlive.com

We Bring It ( WBI ) is going to be doing a live Cam show, November 16th and 17th on Catfightlive.com. I will be on set and on camera coordinating things with the models and doing some of the tech support.

We Bring It is one of the major players in the catfight industry. They are one of the few sites that offer fully competitve unscripted catfights with  REAL face slapping, REAL belly punching and REAL hair pulling in their videos. We will be having 2 girls each day, live for one hour to do a custom photoshoot for you, the viewer. This is your chance to talk to some of the biggest stars in the Catfight industry including, Chatel Lace, Ariana Cheyenne Jewl and myself. Although for this particular live show, we will only be demonstrating a photo shoot, you will be able to ask the girls any questions they have about catfighting and opponents and Videos are available to purchase off the webringit website.

For November 16 we will have Chantel and Ariana in a photoshoot
(interactive with webcam) from 10:00AM – 11:00AM.PST
For November 17 we will have Cheyenne and Ariana in a photoshoot (interactive with webcam) from 10:00AM – 11:00AM. PST
We really look forward to see so many of you there and interacting with you. If you’d like to books custom matches with any of the ladies are you more than welcome to do so at any time. Thank you!For November 16 we will have Chantel and Ariana in a photoshoot (interactive with webcam) from 10:00AM – 11:00AM.pst

London

I figure I’ve kept you all in suspense long enough about my trip to London for the wrestling event I was doing.  The trip started off rocky. I had a flight to North Carolina that was to be the connecting flight to London. My flight to NC was delayed which would have caused me to miss my connecting flight. So my airline wasn’t able to get me on a flight that could get me to London for 24 hours. Luckily, I was still in my home state so I was able to just drive home and spend time with family and wait out the delay. I missed out on a lot of fun shit on what would have been my first day in the UK. Because of the flight delay, I was pressed for time the entire time I was in London. I barely got to see any sites or tourist attractions. I did force myself to wake up at 5am on my last full day in down and I took the tube to West Minster Abby and walked around forever and took pictures. Because I was walking around so early, not I thing was open and all I could do was see and take pictures of stuff. I was so happy that I was able to at least see some things. I love my job and I love that I get to travel and have paycations but if I can’t go out and experience the city I’m in, it’s no fun at all. I’m sure some of you business people know what it’s like. Maybe you travel a few times a month and go to all kinds of places but all you see is the inside of your hotel so it’s not like you really get to see anything.

Regardless of what I saw or didn’t see, I had the time of my life in London. I travel very well when I’m by myself. People in London were so kind and helpful. I made so many friends while I was out there. My next trip will be planned better and I will give myself more free time to spend with my new friends and do site seeing but this first trip was awesome and I learned a lot about the town and what to do for my next trip.

Now.. on to the wrestling. Now bare in mind, I can’t go spoiling endings to any matches. You’re gonna have to see how I did..I was there representing Americans and I was there representing Porn chicks. I think I did a great job and made America and porn proud yes. I used both Ameria and porn in one sentence and it was talking about making people proud LOL. I had so many matches while I was in London, I can’t even remember how many I had. I know when I flew in, I had to go directly to the live wrestling event and did 2 matches on 0 hours of sleep. I was delirious when I got there and i have NO idea how I survived those 2 matches that day but I did survive. The matches for the live event were so fun to watch and participate in. The audience was so energized and fun to mingle with. One of the matches for the event was with me and Tia from Hungry. She and I put each other in arm bars left and right for out match. We were sharing a room at a bed and breakfast and after our match we went back to our room and all night both of us were getting up to tend to our swollen, injured arms. Tia and I are both pretty stubborn. We didn’t tap maybe when we should have and the next week for both of us was very hard. Our arms felt like wet noodles. I had to keep icing both my arms and wrapping them just so I  could get through the days. It was fucking hard. I killed myself out there. I did feel like I had something to prove. I think people in the “wresting world” don’t take girls on Ultimate Surrender serious. I feel like they think it’s all fake or that the girls we fight are push overs. So I wanted to show people that I can do a little more from being on my back than just laying there and getting fucked..I can throw down submissions and pain like no other 🙂 sometimes you DONT want me on my back 🙂

The trip was amazing. Like I said I had so many matches with so many girls, I can’t even recall most of them. All I know is I was in a room for 8-10 hours in a day and I saw and did some of the most fun, amazing matches I have ever done in my life. The match that stands out the most for me was the one mixed match I did with this young kid from Hungry. He was a cute hungarian boy who didn’t speak a lick of english. He was there for all the girls to beat up and he was funny because he would fight back and then the girls would put him in some crazy hold and he’d was so stubborn, he didn’t want to tap but eventually he would…it was cute. I told him before the match that I wasn’t as nice as the other girls were and he should be scared and he just smiled at me because he had NO fucking idea what I just said. So I judo tossed his ass to the ground and made him tap about 10 times using my full arsenal of submissions. I even used some really mean catch wrestling cranks on him. He was so flexible it was fun to bend him every which way and watch him try to get out and then see his body stop struggling for  second as he realized he was stuck, not so much in pain but just stuck. I could put him in very compromising positions and I would just hold him there and taunt him with words he couldn’t even understand and then I would laugh because I knew he could understand my evil laugh meant something horrible was about to come. The look in his eyes when I would laugh was priceless. Fear is univeral and it’s really quiet beautiful when you’re the one causing the fear. It’s one hell of a power trip.

The fem/fem matches are being released at http://www.femalewrestlingzone.com/Preview.html and http://wrestlingmonica.com/index.php?option=com_frontpage&Itemid=1 and the mixed match I did will be released on http://www.clips4sale.com/store/9849. Please check them out and enjoy and feel free to ask me any questions about any of the matches or girls. I made good friends with ALL the girls and I plan on visiting all of them soon. 2 girls I really got close with were Star and Ina Black. I got to hang out with them, go shopping and grab dinner and Star turned me on to Cider. mmmmm yummmy booze. 🙂 They are amazing girls and they do sessions so please check them out if you are in the UK.

enjoy the photos 🙂