Archives March 2018

I’m sorry that my blog hasn’t been very active lately. I’ve been doing a lot of really fun things and I’m ready to share everything with you publicly so here goes. Let me start by explaining some of the personal changes I’ve been adjusting to lately. I was working for Kink.com as a full time employee for several years. Many of you know that I was directing for 3 of their sites, Ultimate Surrender, Everything Butt and TSpussyhunters. Kink.com has moved away from producing content for themselves. They laid off the production team and encouraged all of us to start our own production companies so that we could produce content to sell to kink. For me, this was a dream come true. I am now fully my own boss, I still get to work with kink on many fun and exciting projects, I still get to keep in touch with all the fans about the websites I make content for AND now I can start branching out to produce my own content that I fully own and have full  control over. It’s scary to start your own business, thankfully, I’ve been attending a lot of Tony Robins Seminars. I’m saying this with all seriousness, Tony Robins has really helped me. Many people look at me and assume I’m just a strong confident woman. I am strong and confident but I’m also human and like any human, I have moments of self-doubt or insecurities. I have always been a “go-getter”. Every job I’ve ever worked, I started from the bottom and worked my way up to a top position. Working FOR other people has always been great for me and I’ve always been GREAT at working for other people. There comes a time in pretty much everyone’s life where you think, ” I’m so good at this, why don’t I go off on my own and see if I can be my own boss”. This is where the self-doubt comes in. You start thinking things like  I need the job I have or I don’t have the money to start a business or I don’t know how to leverage anyone to get money to start my own business or what if  I fail, I will let everyone down, or I really need the insurance that the company I’m with now is supplying me.  The list of self-sabotage goes on and on. We’ve all been there. We’ve all worked at a job that paid us just enough to give up on our dreams. That job paid us well, gave us benefits gave us happiness just enough to keep us from starting our own business or pursuing our dreams. But we all know those jobs don’t last forever. The world changes and companies go out of business all the time. There is no such thing as job security even when you do own your own business. The fear of failure can paralyze any of us. We get scared of failure; that we will let our family down; that people won’t love us if we don’t do well……it’s horrible and terrifying. What’s more horrible and terrifying is getting laid off without a backup plan. Thankfully, Kink was very great about the layoffs. They gave everyone plenty of time, Sold us equipment and in a roundabout way trained us up on starting our own businesses. I’m blessed to have worked for them and received the transition help. With that said, I no longer work for kink. I have no control over how they run their sites or what decisions they make. If you see changes happening at kink that you do not like, I can’t help you much. I can take your suggestions for models you’d like to see or a treatment for a story but other as far as changes to kink, We directors do not have any say in their decision making.

I am in a position to make changes for my own production company which will be launching a fully competitive Mixed wrestling site called Evolved Fights and a site that focuses on me being submissive to various tops ( male/female/ other) I still have the same limits ( no penis) but I’m still a submissive at heart so I will produce content where I’m submissive on my terms. Many of you have been extremely supportive over the years and I greatly appreciate you. I really want the fans of wrestling and fans of my submissive work to feel they are valued. I’m currently running a survey for the mixed wrestling site to get input from fans. If you are so inclined, Please take the survey ( it takes about 5 minutes to do). I have about 13 shoots I’ve done prior to reading any feedback from this survey. So when the site launches, don’t feel ignored if you don’t see one of your suggestions used on the launch shoots. As the shoots go live, I will send more surveys to get more input. I really want to make a site where members or fans know they are being heard.

to take the survey, click HERE

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I’m attaching some promos and images of the site, hoping there are not spoilers. YOu never know who’s going to win. It may look like there’s a clear victory but anything can happen when Orgasms on the mat are total victory