Archives December 2011

There was a long period of time when Dia and I didn’t work together for wrstling videos, mainly due to scheduling conflicts and the fact that we had already shot 10 million vidoes already and the market was saturated with Dia vs. Ariel Videos. Then Dia got an neck injury that put her out of commission for a while. She was still able to do some custom stuff and I happen to have one of the sexy scripted wrestling videos up on my Clips store if y’all are interested. It is “semi” competitive I guess you could say but nothing crazy where we were trying to kill each other. The main objective of the shoot was to show off our sexy legs and feet, which we definately did. Usually the competitive stuff is too competitive to stop and think about being sexy so the semi or scripted stuff tends to be a lot more sensual and sexy. This video depicts us being very flirty and sexy with lots of foot

The end of the year is just around the corner. New Years usually means new resolutions for everyone and new paths we want to take in order to find happiness with ourselves and/or family. Through reading her blogs and talking a little in texts, I’ve found that Dia Zerva decided to take a new years eve vow earlier. She’s stepping out of the spot light and focusing on family and a different career that will allow her to stay close to her family and friends without having to be on the road too much. Dia was infamous for travelling the world to wrestle. She is an international star in the wresting world. What I think most of us take for granted, as just being on lookers, is that girls who travel for session work are never ‘home’. They live out of a suitcase and go from town to town for other people’s amusement like a freakn’ carny. If there are any family emergencies, it’s almost impossible to get home in time to be able to do anything about it. If you have a husband or significant other, you pretty much never see them unless they travel everywhere with you but we wrestlers kinda like guys who have jobs so we can’t exactly take a dude with us everywhere we go.

The sessioning is a daunting task. Just to book sessions is a pain in the ass. You have to get references to make sure you’re not gonna meet up with some psychopath who’s going to try to hurt you. YOu need to get deposits from people so you know your trip will at least cover itself even if 60% of your sessions flake.   YOu need to make sure you go at a time when you’re not going to be stuck due to weather issues. You need to really know your geography so you can figure out which stop will be your next without going too far out of your way. You shell out money upfront for a plane ticket and lodging and hope that guys don’t flake and or cancel on your wrestling matches so you can at least break even.  I personally do not travel for sessions for all the reasons I listed. Its a huge pain in the ass and I just don’t’ find it lucrative enough after all the expenses are said and done. I will, however offer sessions if I am already going out of town for a trip I have planned already.

I have family at home I need to look after, elderly parents and a son. I can’t be gone for too long at a time. It’s not that they can’t function without me, it’s that I can’t function without them. And this my, friends, is a dilemma for all session wrestlers. Most these girls are very sweet women with good hearts and family bonds. We are loyal to a fault. We can’t and wont’ leave family behind. Every family has their trial and tribulations and someone needs to be the glue to keep everything together. Session girls are often that girl in the family. Obviously, I can only express how MY situation is. I can only speculate on every other girl’s situation. I know most these session girls and most of them are the sweetest things you will ever meet, with so much empathy for the world around them that it hurts them deep inside.

Dia Zerva is one of the kindest girls I’ve met in all my years in the adult  and wrestling industry. I’ve seen her go through ups and down in both her personal and professional life. I’ve seen that girl be so sad that it affected her will to do well in a single day and then I’ve seen that girl be so determined that it affected her will to do well over several months. 2010 was definitely Dia’s year. She had more determination inside her than I’ve ever seen in a person. It was a warrior spirit. She broke down personal and professional walls and conquered what many said she couldn’t do. She took all the negative crap in her life, the negative shit that some of these so called “wrestling fans” dumped on her and used it to drive her to do what ever she wanted. She strived on proving some of the wrestling fans who told her she sucked wrong.  I believe 2012 will be another great year for Dia, not in the world we know her in but in her personal life with her family. She’s doing what is right for her. She’s being the glue for her family and I am nothing but supportive of her decision. We love you Dia. We wish you the best. Happy Holidays to you and your family.

Dia’s clips4sale sites are still up and running. You can support her by purchasing clips from any of her stores or simply by emailing her encouraging and kind words. I also advise that you read her blog to find out more details about what’s going on with her rather than emailing other models about her. Get your information directly from the source. I will be blogging about her all month in honor of Dia-cember but i can only blog about my experiences with her and I can’t and won’t speak for her or put words in her mouth…so if you need an answer about her..you’re gonna have to ask her directly 🙂

I did my first real shoot since surgery yesterday. I shot for Kink, not a surprise, that company has been very good to me so I figured I’d give them my first bondage shoot with the new tits :). I was a little scared to do such an intense playful shoot with my new sensitive nipples. Since I have had surgery, my nipples are more sensitive than they have ever been in my life. Just my shirts and bras brushing up against the nipple feels intense to me. I had someone suck on my nipple and it almost made my cry LOL. As scared as I was, I was comforted by the fact that I would be working with Kink and one of their most trusted directors and one of the only guys I will ever let touch my genitals, Orlando. I have 3 guys at kink that I will allow to fondle me, Matt, Orlando and JP ( the pope) I adore all those men, I trust them and they are very talented with their torture/pleasuring, it’s just fucking amazing. I was shooting with Orlando for Water Bondage. A site that hasn’t been updated in years but is still among one of my favorite sites ever to shoot for. Lew Ruben was behind the scenes helping with the technical wet rope bondage and safty matters of the shoot. Lew is one of the most talent, gifts, artistic and creative riggers the bondage industry has to offer. He had a smile on his face the entire time he was showing us new knots and ties. The guy loves what he does and we love him for what he does. I was so happy to be working with such a safe and professional staff for a shoot like this. Water bondage has deep elements of breath play. Breath play, to me, is one of the most mentally challenging and erotic forms of play in BDSM. Whips and chains can do some bruising and excitement, but taking the breath from another human being can go wrote so fast and it really takes some trust and mental toughness to get through. We know that the human body can servive a given amount of time without oxygen, We know we can test our bodies to reach that limit. If you’re not use to it, it can be one hell of a trip for you and that goes for any kind of BDSM play. We know you’re not going to bust into flames playing with hot wax ( at least if you’re doing it right) but that hot wax still hurts like a bitch and the closer you hold that candle the hotter the wax gets and the more unbearable it gets, but you tough it out cause you know it’s just pain and you’ll get through it. Speaking of pain. did I mention my nipples hurt like hell even without bondage. Have you ever had a pressure washer spray your body? any time the water touched my poor little nipples it felt like someone tied me to a pole and had 100 pressure washers blast on me…in reality it’s not that much pressure but my poop nipples perceived it to be like that. So I had to find a happy place and focus on the zip ties digging into my flesh to escape the pain that was on my nipples. The water pressure on these torture devices IS pretty strong…but not as strong as 100 power pressures. When the water was focused on my pink pussy, it felt like I was being electrocuted. It felt exactly like a wired pussy shoot. EXACTLY like it. it was fucking bizzar!.

So I’ve covered the water tortures, spaying and dunking and how much trust it takes to play with someone in this manner. I didn’t cover the fact that rope bondage gets tighter when it gets wet. every breath you breath in collapses the ropes and it gets tighter and tighter. Every breath you breath out is shallowed by the tightening of the rope harness. I use breathing a lot to get through my pain. When I am not allowed to breath through pain, I am forced to suffer great than without. these evil people put me in a chest harness and a choker and it got tighter and tighter through out the shoot, which was very exciting for me.

I think what really impressed me was how strong Orlando is. He literally picked my entire body up by one rope like I was a rag doll. He didn’t even break a sweet. I love strong men because they make me feel vulnerable. I consider myself to be a strong person, mentally and physically so if someone can show me they have strength, it’s a huge turn on for me. I look at them like a challenge, someone I ‘d like to best in a wrestling situation or an all night fuck fest. I love me a challenge and Orlando gave me a challenge as he picked me up and held me down in a tank of water.

I had an amazing time. I am so happy to work with professional that make me feel fear and safety at the same time. I was able to take a few shots on my cell phone between scenes. and since there was a lot of time between scene ( lots of safety checks and what not) I played around with some apps on one of the photos. I will let you all know when this scene is released. It should be out soon.