Tag Aiden Starr

I’m going to post a candid blog along with random candid pictures. I’ve been neglectful with my blog. I try to get down to business on here and I get forgetful that sometime people do want substance rather than just a plug to what ever new project I’m working on. So here goes.

I’ve been really busythis year. I’ve worked pretty much every day in 2012. I am either working for someone else doing wrestling or bondage or I’m doing webcam shows or sessions or something that keeps me busy. This couldn’t come at a better time in my life. I need to stay busy. If you’ve followed my blog in the past, you’d know that I’ve had a rollercoaster ride of a love life the last 5 years. The love of my life and I split up officially 2 years ago but have been on and off for the last 2 years. This was both good and bad as it kept me grounded and focused on work but also did a number on my psyche. I liked having someone convenient that I knew sexually. I liked having intimate sex with my ex. I don’t know what happened but one day I woke up and I was just sick of booty calls with him. I went a little nuts on him ( total under statement of the year) and I told him I banged someone I didn’t just to make him jealous I guess…and well..we don’t talk anymore. C’est la vie but I can’t help but feel like this huge burden is off my shoulders. I feel like I can breath. I felt like I was under a spell being with that dude. I was doing some heavy meditation, really looking for answers. If you’re a religious person you could equate it to “praying” for guidance. I prayed and I got an answer. I was just sick of my romantic situation with this person and I totally sabotaged it but I couldn’t be more happy with the result. My ex doesn’t call or accept my calls . I burned a bridge that needed to be burnt long ago and now both of us can  move on. So dysfunctional. This is hard for me to write out and admit what a dumb ass I can be LOL.

moving forward. I have had nothing but great luck in my life the last month or so. I’ve have met some amazing people through out my career. Some of you are reading this now. I am so lucky to have friends and followers who are so supportive of what I do. Most of the trolls stay away from my blog and social networks. I get a handful of people chiming in with really negative or rude things but for the most part everyone is  really great to me. I love my job and I love everyone i’ve encountered. I have really good people in my life.

So what have I been up to? I’ve been shooting a lot of Kink.com and their various sites. I love them. I think they are an amazing company and they treat me very well so I couldn’t complain about a thing even if I tried…well..maybe they could help me find my missing sock that I left there..but other than that.. LOL…if that’s the worst thing I have to deal with, I’m in pretty good shape.

I did a shoot for 1000 ways to die a while back. Nichole Oring and I beat up some dude who was drinking our friend’s breast milk and he died because our friend ate peanuts and he was allergic….really funny stuff…keep an eye out for that episode on spiketv. I am in the March edition of Penthouse Letters with Veronica Ricci. I will be in Hustler Taboo soon ( stay tuned for details). hmm what else. I’ve been wrestling every day pretty much. I train at my gym 5 days a week and then do video shoots so, in one way or another, I am getting wrestling in every day of my life. I’m in the best physical shape I have ever been in my life. I have new friends in the fitness and competitive sports industry who are really helping me dial in my workouts and nutrition. I have positive people I talk to on a daily basis who keep me motiviate to keep striving to be the best I can be. Every thing I do I see ways to do better and i love it. I wish I could have been like then when i was 15 and started at a younger age. My body is a vessle that can’t keep up with my mental strength and determination. I know it sound silly but bondage has really helped me push myself to limits I could only dream of. Bondage and wrestling have helped me realize what a powerful person I really can be.

That’s about my 2012 so far in a nut shell. nothing but good things. I’m so blessed. I love my life and I love everyone in it, even when people are crazy on me, I love them. I love that I encounter so many people of so many different walks of life and I have so much in common with the people who admire my work. I always find it amusing when I get people who are big fans of my fights and then they find out I do porn and they are shocked yet still very respectful and admire the hard work and dedication I put in to my training and recognize that there are more dimensions to a person who does porn. I love that all my fans see that. I appreciate you. I can’t put to words  how lucky I am to have so many supportive people. thank you thank you thank you.

So here are some total random candids. just to stay with the theme of the blog “candid” this is my life….Thank you for being a part of it.

xoxox

Ariel

My shoot with Aiden Starr on WiredPussy is up. Working with Aiden is always a thrill for me. I absolutely adore that woman. I respect her on many levels and think she’s probably, hands down, one of the coolest girls I have ever met. She’s brutally honest, straight forward and sexier than all hell. She recently has gotten a bug up her ass to get totally fit and her body responds well. She’s a small girl but don’t let her size fool you. She is a hellfire and she can give you a look that will make you drop to your knees. I absolutely loved the way she man handled me.

I love role playing. I enjoy making sex on film just to make sex but if I can change things up for a scene and add a story line, it get’s my motor going. i am jealous of escorts. They meet awesome people all the time and make ridiculous money and travel the world to meet rich clients. I’m sure there are down sides to the industry as well, like having a mean pimp that shocks your ass into line if you don’t pay your commission. This was a really fun and intense shoot for me. Aiden was sooo mean and the bondage was so miserable because it kept me so far from aidens beautiful ass….what torture. check out the shoot and please let me know how you like it

I’ve been working like a mad woman lately which is a very good thing. If you had talked to me 2 weeks ago, I would have told you that my December schedule was empty. It happens a lot, in the industry I’m in, that work gets books relatively last minute. My agent came through with booking me a few jobs this month, which is awesome. I had 2 job in 1 day on Monday. For which today I am paying the price. I have been laying in bed for the last 2 days. I slept almost all of yesterday, missed the wrestling chat. I really couldn’t do a dame thing. I had to force feed myself food. I had no appetite but I know I had to eat so I downed some nasty protein shakes. I figured I wasn’t going to be able to go to the gym anyway so I pigged out on junk food like ice cream and cookies..which did make me feel a little better 🙂 My poor guy kept calling me and calling me and I wouldn’t answer because I was asleep. When he did get ahold of me he was like “what the hell” and I swear no one would believe that I was to sick to answer the phone or email. I was literally the living dead yesterday. I feel much better today, although my throat is a little sore. For the first time in the 6 years of my adult entertaining career I had to call into work yesterday. Luckily I was able to reschedule. The job was all the way down near San Diego which with LA traffic would have been a 5 hour drive for me..and then I would have had to do 1 hour in bondage and as tough as I am I just couldn’t have done it in my condition, nor did I want to expose anyone else to my sickness.

I’m glad I rested up yesterday because I’m going to need the Strength today for my fisting, squirt video. I will tell you all about that after it’s all said and done.

So this is what I’ve had on my plate. I did a shoot with chelsea pfeiffer. She caught me steeling herbs from her garden and decided to giving me my punishment in spankings…ouch my buns were a little red and it was wonderful.

I also had an oil wrestling session match with one of the regulars on nakedwrestlingforum.com. It was totally fun, you can read all about it at nakedwrestlingnew.com.

I also shot a custom enema video with Aiden Starr and Bobbi Starr. This is probably the first day my illness started to kick in and the bondage did feel more uncomfortable than usual and the day afterwards is the day I was full blown ill. The enema shoot was a blast…literally hehehh. Those girls are top notch performers. Aiden is a great, considerate director. I felt so clean after the shoot 🙂 . The video was a custom so you won’t be able to find it in stores or anything.

After the enema shoot I headed over to my guys house to watch the UFC fights on PPV with a bunch of friends. It was raining that night and many people come to the house and invited many friends. I was a little irritated because there were these strangers, uninvited and then they’d come up to me and ask me where the alcohol was. Like we were going to supply these stranger with an endless supply of booze so they could get wasted and trash theh ouse. I spent the majority of the night cleaning up after these ungrateful lunatics but I actually had a very good time. My good friends showedup and entertained me all night. I have this one friend who makes me laugh with everything he says. My abs and cheeks were killing me from smiling so much after seeing him. He and his beautiful wife made my night.

Monday I did a g/g shoot with Cindy Hope. Cindy is from Hungry. She has a banging body and a sexy accent. The scene was very short, so it seemed but time always flies when you’re having fun.  I got to drive her home because I had to do a cam show at her house. By the end of the Cam show I was feeling pretty sick. It was building up all day and by 6pm I was miserable.

Tuesday I slept all day and rested up. I feel better but it’s still lingering.

That’s all for now folks. More on the fisting later

xoxoxo