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I did my first real shoot since surgery yesterday. I shot for Kink, not a surprise, that company has been very good to me so I figured I’d give them my first bondage shoot with the new tits :). I was a little scared to do such an intense playful shoot with my new sensitive nipples. Since I have had surgery, my nipples are more sensitive than they have ever been in my life. Just my shirts and bras brushing up against the nipple feels intense to me. I had someone suck on my nipple and it almost made my cry LOL. As scared as I was, I was comforted by the fact that I would be working with Kink and one of their most trusted directors and one of the only guys I will ever let touch my genitals, Orlando. I have 3 guys at kink that I will allow to fondle me, Matt, Orlando and JP ( the pope) I adore all those men, I trust them and they are very talented with their torture/pleasuring, it’s just fucking amazing. I was shooting with Orlando for Water Bondage. A site that hasn’t been updated in years but is still among one of my favorite sites ever to shoot for. Lew Ruben was behind the scenes helping with the technical wet rope bondage and safty matters of the shoot. Lew is one of the most talent, gifts, artistic and creative riggers the bondage industry has to offer. He had a smile on his face the entire time he was showing us new knots and ties. The guy loves what he does and we love him for what he does. I was so happy to be working with such a safe and professional staff for a shoot like this. Water bondage has deep elements of breath play. Breath play, to me, is one of the most mentally challenging and erotic forms of play in BDSM. Whips and chains can do some bruising and excitement, but taking the breath from another human being can go wrote so fast and it really takes some trust and mental toughness to get through. We know that the human body can servive a given amount of time without oxygen, We know we can test our bodies to reach that limit. If you’re not use to it, it can be one hell of a trip for you and that goes for any kind of BDSM play. We know you’re not going to bust into flames playing with hot wax ( at least if you’re doing it right) but that hot wax still hurts like a bitch and the closer you hold that candle the hotter the wax gets and the more unbearable it gets, but you tough it out cause you know it’s just pain and you’ll get through it. Speaking of pain. did I mention my nipples hurt like hell even without bondage. Have you ever had a pressure washer spray your body? any time the water touched my poor little nipples it felt like someone tied me to a pole and had 100 pressure washers blast on me…in reality it’s not that much pressure but my poop nipples perceived it to be like that. So I had to find a happy place and focus on the zip ties digging into my flesh to escape the pain that was on my nipples. The water pressure on these torture devices IS pretty strong…but not as strong as 100 power pressures. When the water was focused on my pink pussy, it felt like I was being electrocuted. It felt exactly like a wired pussy shoot. EXACTLY like it. it was fucking bizzar!.

So I’ve covered the water tortures, spaying and dunking and how much trust it takes to play with someone in this manner. I didn’t cover the fact that rope bondage gets tighter when it gets wet. every breath you breath in collapses the ropes and it gets tighter and tighter. Every breath you breath out is shallowed by the tightening of the rope harness. I use breathing a lot to get through my pain. When I am not allowed to breath through pain, I am forced to suffer great than without. these evil people put me in a chest harness and a choker and it got tighter and tighter through out the shoot, which was very exciting for me.

I think what really impressed me was how strong Orlando is. He literally picked my entire body up by one rope like I was a rag doll. He didn’t even break a sweet. I love strong men because they make me feel vulnerable. I consider myself to be a strong person, mentally and physically so if someone can show me they have strength, it’s a huge turn on for me. I look at them like a challenge, someone I ‘d like to best in a wrestling situation or an all night fuck fest. I love me a challenge and Orlando gave me a challenge as he picked me up and held me down in a tank of water.

I had an amazing time. I am so happy to work with professional that make me feel fear and safety at the same time. I was able to take a few shots on my cell phone between scenes. and since there was a lot of time between scene ( lots of safety checks and what not) I played around with some apps on one of the photos. I will let you all know when this scene is released. It should be out soon.

 

weekend up at kink VLOG!!!

I had my webcam with me today and figured I would test it out for making vlogs and videos. The sound could be better so I ‘ll have to invest in a mic or to pin to my shirt of something. The video quality is crap but..that’s what you get for using a webcam as opposed to my hand held which can be used for a webcam anyway..it’s just so much easier to pak the little computer webcam. oh well..it is what it is…enjoy!