Life out of a Suit Case

I’ve been living out of a suitcase pretty much for a week now. I flew into San Francisco to shoot a really amazing scene with Gia Demarco for Hogtied on Friday the 20th. Immediately after that shoot I flew into Vegas to work with webringit.com. I have been flying back and forth between San Fran and Vegas for various jobs. I’m not complaining but it’s taken a toll. I think this week I have set a new record for myself on how many matches I have shot in a week. I believe I’m at 23 already. 17 was my record when I went to London. All the matches shot for www.webringit.com were competitive. I’m not nearly as sore as I thought I would be, definitely not as bad as went to London but then again, I am not traveling 18 hours in a day either.

Tonight I’m staying at a crappy hotel in Oakland, preparing for a small, private tournament that will take place in the Bay Area tomorrow. I’m ready to kick ass but I’m also very ready to go home. Tomorrow’s tournament isn’t the last thing on my list for this week yet. I still have a tag team match for Ultimate Surrender this Friday the 27th. It will be live online so please check it out. It is to be my first tag team match since my surgery and my partner is the lovely Beretta James ( who I destroyed in this week’s update). Thank GOD she’s my team mate and not my opponent. I’m sure she’s “gunning” for me after what I did to her LOL…get it…Beretta…gunning ha hah….okay I’m tired and delirious give me a break sheesh!!

my tag team partner for Friday Jan 27th 2012 goofing with me and Isis

ANY FART!!!

I’m sitting in this dingy hotel room with the heater on and it made me soooooo happy that I could control the heater. The last week I was bunking with several other people and I like to be a good guest so I don’t like to just barge in and make things the way that only I like it. So I kept myself warm with big socks and jackets cause I know I always get cold and I didn’t want the rest of the crew to suffer in a hot hotel room.

I have decided that I really really really really hate sharing a place with a roommate. I hate having to pretend I’m a tidy traveler casuse I’m not. When I’m on the road I like to toss my crap everywhere and leave it there until I see fit. At my home I am very clean but on the road I have no desire to keep a hotel room tidy but I don’t like to be a complete slob in front of a roommate. So I was forced to not spread my belongings all over the condo/hotel and NOT leave stuff laying around and this I did not like. So tonight I am in my very own room and my stuff is tossed in as many regions of the room as I could find and it some how feels really good. The Heater is blasting and I am not bundled up in big socks or a jacket. I’m watching Netflix on my laptop and I don’t have to wear flipp’n headphones!!!! If I have to travel and be away from my family, I think I like it best when I’m alone sigh…I got it off my chest. There it is.

Just a few more matches and a few more days of being tied up and molested by hot chicks for my training of O shoot. sigh. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. I will finally be back in my own, tidy home Feb 4th. I have been shooting from 9am til 1am some days. I’ve been busy folks. If I’m not active on the blog for a while or on facebook or twitter or even responsive via email it’s cause I’m flippin tired…end of story.

Ultimate Surrender with Beretta James

I did my first US shoot since my surgery. I was put up against a really beautiful girl names Berretta “the pistol” James. She looked almost exactly like Shannyn Sossamon. Barretta was really impressive. She’s a small girl but very strong. She reminds me a little of myself. I was one of the smaller girls on the roster years back but I had deceptive stregth. Berretta is the same way. She may not look strong but she really is.

I really enjoy working with the new girls at US. My favorite kinds of matches are more competitive matches but working with new girls lets me do a couple of things; I get to practice more new moves and it allows me to teach girls which actually forces me to somewhat reinforce the knowledge into my brain.  I sometimes wish I didn’t bother showing girls some things, not because I don’t want them to learn but because some of these girls are one hit wonders. They will do the site one time, decide it’s not for them and then never show up again. I feel like I waste a lot of passion and energy when I train some people. Thankfully a lot of the girls do want to be there and want to get better. Berretta was one of those girls who had a fire in her eye and really wanted to be there. In between rounds I showed her some basic stuff, like use of under hooks and single take downs and double and basic wrist control. She picked up a  a lot of the few things i did show her. I was rather proud of her. However, I couldn’t let my student upshow me so I had to make her work very hard. I never give away points. Girls need to earn them. She did very well but this is a rookie and I am pretty amazing at what I do LOL. enjoy these stills and to see the entire match please click my affilate link. xoxoxo Round 4 had a lot of campy sex play and awesome lift and carries, make sure to check it out

Water Bondage shoot is up

Last month I shot for Waterbondage. They are now updating the site again.

 

I did my first real shoot since surgery yesterday. I shot for Kink, not a
surprise, that company has been very good to me so I figured I’d give them my
first bondage shoot with the new tits :) . I was
a little scared to do such an intense playful shoot with my new sensitive
nipples. Since I have had surgery, my nipples are more sensitive than they have
ever been in my life. Just my shirts and bras brushing up against the nipple
feels intense to me. I had someone suck on my nipple and it almost made my cry
LOL. As scared as I was, I was comforted by the fact that I would be working
with Kink and one of their most trusted directors and one of the only guys I
will ever let touch my genitals, Orlando. I have 3 guys at kink that I will
allow to fondle me, Matt, Orlando and JP ( the pope) I adore all those men, I
trust them and they are very talented with their torture/pleasuring, it’s just
fucking amazing. I was shooting with Orlando for Water Bondage. A
site that hasn’t been updated in years but is still among one of my favorite
sites ever to shoot for. Lew
Ruben
was behind the scenes helping with the technical wet rope bondage and
safty matters of the shoot. Lew is one of the most talent, gifts, artistic and
creative riggers the bondage industry has to offer. He had a smile on his face
the entire time he was showing us new knots and ties. The guy loves what he does
and we love him for what he does. I was so happy to be working with such a safe
and professional staff for a shoot like this. Water bondage has deep elements of
breath play. Breath play, to me, is one of the most mentally challenging and
erotic forms of play in BDSM. Whips and chains can do some bruising and
excitement, but taking the breath from another human being can go wrote so fast
and it really takes some trust and mental toughness to get through. We know that
the human body can servive a given amount of time without oxygen, We know we can
test our bodies to reach that limit. If you’re not use to it, it can be one hell
of a trip for you and that goes for any kind of BDSM play. We know you’re not
going to bust into flames playing with hot wax ( at least if you’re doing it
right) but that hot wax still hurts like a bitch and the closer you hold that
candle the hotter the wax gets and the more unbearable it gets, but you tough it
out cause you know it’s just pain and you’ll get through it. Speaking of pain.
did I mention my nipples hurt like hell even without bondage. Have you ever had
a pressure washer spray your body? any time the water touched my poor little
nipples it felt like someone tied me to a pole and had 100 pressure washers
blast on me…in reality it’s not that much pressure but my poop nipples perceived
it to be like that. So I had to find a happy place and focus on the zip ties
digging into my flesh to escape the pain that was on my nipples. The water
pressure on these torture devices IS pretty strong…but not as strong as 100
power pressures. When the water was focused on my pink pussy, it felt like I was
being electrocuted. It felt exactly like a wired pussy shoot. EXACTLY like it.
it was fucking bizzar!.

So I’ve covered the water tortures, spaying and dunking and how much trust it
takes to play with someone in this manner. I didn’t cover the fact that rope
bondage gets tighter when it gets wet. every breath you breath in collapses the
ropes and it gets tighter and tighter. Every breath you breath out is shallowed
by the tightening of the rope harness. I use breathing a lot to get through my
pain. When I am not allowed to breath through pain, I am forced to suffer great
than without. these evil people put me in a chest harness and a choker and it
got tighter and tighter through out the shoot, which was very exciting for
me.

I think what really impressed me was how strong Orlando is. He literally
picked my entire body up by one rope like I was a rag doll. He didn’t even break
a sweet. I love strong men because they make me feel vulnerable. I consider
myself to be a strong person, mentally and physically so if someone can show me
they have strength, it’s a huge turn on for me. I look at them like a challenge,
someone I ‘d like to best in a wrestling situation or an all night fuck fest. I
love me a challenge and Orlando gave me a challenge as he picked me up and held
me down in a tank of water.

check it out by clicking HERE and if you join using the link I provide, I get a kick back so I appreciate your support xoxo

More Dia-Cember, Looking back at my Device Bondage shoot with Dia

Back in August 2011, Dia and I did a live Device bondage shoot. Dia had to pull out of the Ultimate Surrender tournament due to an injury. She and I were scheduled to go up against each other in the tournament if Dia were to eliminate Cheyenne Jewel from the bracket. Since Dia was out on injury, Cheyenne moved on by default. This Device Bondage shoot was scheduled before we knew Dia was going to be injured. My guess is they wanted to put us on the live shoot to build up the tension for what was supposed to be our match up on the match for US. But maybe that’s just me being crazy with my conspiracy theories hahah. I was more than happy to do this shoot with Dia. This is one of the few sexual shoots I’ve done with Dia. Most of the stuff Dia and I have shot together has been straight grappling matches which didn’t involve sex or anything sexual.

Dia proved how bad ass she is during this shoot. She took castration bands on her nipples!! I’ve never seen that. It was pretty outstanding. It was painful to see her try to pull those bad boys off her titties.

The only thing I regret about this shoot was that I couldn’t see Dia at all during the shoot. I was always facing in a direction and bound down in a way that prohibited me from being able to look at her. I would have loved to look into her eyes while she was force to eat me out alas, I was bound myself and the biggest torture of the day was not being able to look at her …waahh. without furter ado, here are some stills to our match, if you’d like to see the clips please join device bondage or do a video on demand 🙂

Back to Bondage

I did my first real shoot since surgery yesterday. I shot for Kink, not a surprise, that company has been very good to me so I figured I’d give them my first bondage shoot with the new tits :). I was a little scared to do such an intense playful shoot with my new sensitive nipples. Since I have had surgery, my nipples are more sensitive than they have ever been in my life. Just my shirts and bras brushing up against the nipple feels intense to me. I had someone suck on my nipple and it almost made my cry LOL. As scared as I was, I was comforted by the fact that I would be working with Kink and one of their most trusted directors and one of the only guys I will ever let touch my genitals, Orlando. I have 3 guys at kink that I will allow to fondle me, Matt, Orlando and JP ( the pope) I adore all those men, I trust them and they are very talented with their torture/pleasuring, it’s just fucking amazing. I was shooting with Orlando for Water Bondage. A site that hasn’t been updated in years but is still among one of my favorite sites ever to shoot for. Lew Ruben was behind the scenes helping with the technical wet rope bondage and safty matters of the shoot. Lew is one of the most talent, gifts, artistic and creative riggers the bondage industry has to offer. He had a smile on his face the entire time he was showing us new knots and ties. The guy loves what he does and we love him for what he does. I was so happy to be working with such a safe and professional staff for a shoot like this. Water bondage has deep elements of breath play. Breath play, to me, is one of the most mentally challenging and erotic forms of play in BDSM. Whips and chains can do some bruising and excitement, but taking the breath from another human being can go wrote so fast and it really takes some trust and mental toughness to get through. We know that the human body can servive a given amount of time without oxygen, We know we can test our bodies to reach that limit. If you’re not use to it, it can be one hell of a trip for you and that goes for any kind of BDSM play. We know you’re not going to bust into flames playing with hot wax ( at least if you’re doing it right) but that hot wax still hurts like a bitch and the closer you hold that candle the hotter the wax gets and the more unbearable it gets, but you tough it out cause you know it’s just pain and you’ll get through it. Speaking of pain. did I mention my nipples hurt like hell even without bondage. Have you ever had a pressure washer spray your body? any time the water touched my poor little nipples it felt like someone tied me to a pole and had 100 pressure washers blast on me…in reality it’s not that much pressure but my poop nipples perceived it to be like that. So I had to find a happy place and focus on the zip ties digging into my flesh to escape the pain that was on my nipples. The water pressure on these torture devices IS pretty strong…but not as strong as 100 power pressures. When the water was focused on my pink pussy, it felt like I was being electrocuted. It felt exactly like a wired pussy shoot. EXACTLY like it. it was fucking bizzar!.

So I’ve covered the water tortures, spaying and dunking and how much trust it takes to play with someone in this manner. I didn’t cover the fact that rope bondage gets tighter when it gets wet. every breath you breath in collapses the ropes and it gets tighter and tighter. Every breath you breath out is shallowed by the tightening of the rope harness. I use breathing a lot to get through my pain. When I am not allowed to breath through pain, I am forced to suffer great than without. these evil people put me in a chest harness and a choker and it got tighter and tighter through out the shoot, which was very exciting for me.

I think what really impressed me was how strong Orlando is. He literally picked my entire body up by one rope like I was a rag doll. He didn’t even break a sweet. I love strong men because they make me feel vulnerable. I consider myself to be a strong person, mentally and physically so if someone can show me they have strength, it’s a huge turn on for me. I look at them like a challenge, someone I ‘d like to best in a wrestling situation or an all night fuck fest. I love me a challenge and Orlando gave me a challenge as he picked me up and held me down in a tank of water.

I had an amazing time. I am so happy to work with professional that make me feel fear and safety at the same time. I was able to take a few shots on my cell phone between scenes. and since there was a lot of time between scene ( lots of safety checks and what not) I played around with some apps on one of the photos. I will let you all know when this scene is released. It should be out soon.

 

Latest Photo shoot

It’s been a while since I’ve done just a “photoshoot” in which my whole purpose was to look “pretty”. Most of the shit I do now a days is to look tough or mean or bad ass. Most of the “photographers” who shoot on the wrestling scene are just guys with cameras who take candid shots of girls in action. there is little to no makeup and definately no touch ups afterwards. It’s rather nice to work with a glamour photographer who takes just pretty picture. It’s nice to have someone try to make me look feminine and cute. yeah yeah, I know I’m cute with or without the fancy lights makeup and photoshop…just like I was cute without the boob job..but jesuse fucking christ, I’m super hot WITH all those things and guess what, when a girl knows she’s hot, she’s willing to show off a little more….so heres goes.

here’s a set from last week’s photoshoot with JT photography. I must say..I dont look too shabby for a broad who hasn’t been able to work out in 12 weeks. I broke my toe back in august. couldn’t do any legs and/or cardio…then went to London…then had surgery and have been of training pretty much everything since boob surgery…but my diet has been super duper clean and my body has been leaning out like a mutha fucker. When I say I’ve had a clean diet I mean all I eat is chicken and broccoli and an occasion spaghetti plate. I eat so clean I’m starting to get a little B.O (look up symptoms of ketosis)…y’all body builders know what I’m talking about. I started taking Chlorophyll to make the B.O go away..it works wonders….pssst..body builders…..take it..it’s awesome and you smell and taste yummy…just a suggestion.  enjoy the first set mo fos…

broken toe and other news

I was stupid enough to break my baby toe a few days ago. Ugh I’m so mad at myself but being mad about things like this does no good; there’s no point crying over spilled milk. I was shooting a match for the new season of Ultimate Surrender. I was shooting with a new girl named CeCe Rhodes. She’s a babe. a firey red head that stands 5’10 and is about 150 lbs. She’s just the kind of girl US needs. I believe she is a future champion if she sticks with it for 2 years. She has a Jui Jistu and fighting background and her dad is a combat fighter who likes to show her tricks although he obviously didn’t show her any tricks before the match ..bruahhaha  The thing I’m so pissed at myself over is the fact that I didn’t get hurt WHILE i was wrestling I got hurt in between round 3 and 4 goofing around like a jack ass. I was so eager about fucking fresh meat, I was showing off, showing the new girl moves and possitions for fucking and I did a stupid move and rolled over my toe. It was gnarly…the whole toe was turned sideways. Right away, I knew it was broken. I rubbed it out a little, put some ice but the more I waited, the more swollen and painful it got. It started to feel like a jelly fish sting. We finished round 4 but with out any pazzaz. I left for the airport to head home. While i was waiting for my flight the toe got more and more swollen and got to the point I couldn’t walk.

As luck would have it, I had let my father borrow my automatic care so he could go to a doctor’s appointment while I took his car ( a stick shift) to the airport so I could fly to San francicso. I thought it would be nice of me to let my dad use my car since he had recently had a sholder surgery and I didn’t want him shifting with his recently opperated on arm. So I got to drive the stick home….and up..my left broken foot had to push the clutch in….wowwie that was intense. I iced my foot as soon as I walked in the door. I wrapped it up and popped 2 tylenol pm, downed a beer and called it a night. The next day my foot was in excruiating pain. However, I have a big match on monday ( which would only allow 4 days to heal) and I will not pull out! So even though I was in pain…I sucked it up and went to the gym…afterall, I can still work out my upper body right? I need to keep my cardio level in great condition for my matches. I can’t fall behind…I’ve trained to hard and come too far to give it all up. So after I worked out my shoulders with weights, I headed to the pool to swim laps. I couldn’t flip my feet at all so I just did arm strokes. But I found that thw pool waves were moving my foot too much and I wasn’t able to do a complete cardio work out but at least I got something in.

Today I chose to work out chest and triceps. I did a fantastic workout with weights and then got on the stationary bike and road 10.5 miles of hills. I was able to achieve prime cardiovascular conditioning. I’m happy about my workout today. Today my foot feels like a bee sting ( yeah sure, I’m allegic to bees which means they could possibly kill me) but the pain wasn’t as bad as the day before which gives me hope for my match on monday. I have been nursing this bad boy like Florance Nightengale. I use Dit da Jow. I swear by it. There is no scientific studies to prove that the chinese herbs in this liniment actually work; all I have is anecdotal evidence. I use it, it works. Placebo or not…it fucking works. The jow combined with my wolverine super healing powers that great genetics has blessed me with has caused my injury to heal up nicely. I’m in mild pain but I will be able to compete. The first day I was black and blue on my foot and now 2 days later, I have little to no bruising and/or swelling which decreases the pain greatly.

In other news. I have scheduled a second counsiltation with my surgeron for my breast augmentations. I go in next Thursday on which I will schedule the actual surgery date and pay for the bad boys. The Surgery will take place at the end of September. I will be taking off all of October, November and december is always slow anyway so that’s probably going to be a dead month for me work wise unintentionally. So if I’m a little quiet durign that time…you will know why…it’s only because there’s nothing to talk about. But I will probably be borded out of my skull and feel the urge to blog about random nothin

oh oh I forgot, I’m going to change my blog theme so if things seem a little wacky on here, it’s just me being creepy on the back end :)…..but that’s usually how I am on all my women so you’re all use to seeing me like that 🙂

Wired Pussy with Iona Grace and Ariel X

I did a shoot for Wiredpussy last month. I was lucky enough to be paired up with one of my favorite girls in the industry right now, Iona Grace. Iona is a very sweet thing. She has ample breasts on a tight frame. She reminds me of Bella from twilight with her dark red hard, milky white skin, soft demeanor and facial features. So it was damn fun to pretend I was zapping the love interest of some fruity vampire bruahhaha. Iona took punishment like a true champion. I have to admit. I have only done Dom work a handful of times. It’s not my forte nor my preference. I am a submissive person when it comes to the world of BDSM. It’s rather funny because in Wrestling, I can not stand being submissive but once you get ropes devices for bondage involved, I a major Sub. I think if I’m not tied up and I have the ability to fight back, I want to be as dominate as possible but once I’m tied up there is not point in trying to resist so I take it and transform what you would call “pain” into something more erotic and fun for me.  As I’ve mentioned, my preference is not being a top or a dom. I find it extremely draining. You must always pay attention to the girl you’re topping. It’s an art form to be mean and inflict just enough pain to have the sub ride the wave of what they can and can not handle. It’s fucking exhausting, however, Iona made it very easy because she’s a bad ass. I could wale on her and she took it. I have topped some girls in the past who were complete wussies. I can’t stand wussies. I think they do BDSM shoots purely for money ( which is sad) and then they drain my energy ( which is sad) so I prefer to work with girls who can take a good ass whopping, this goes for bdsm and wrestling as well.

So please check out the awesome shoot I did with the amazing Iona Grace. She’s a complete doll and I hate ever so much fun tormenting her. I actually really enjoyed topping this girl. She brought out a part of me that I rarely get to show and I owe her a lot for letting me play with her in such a way. There was a point when I was zapping her titties and caning her feet at the same time and I asked her which was worse, to which she replied ” my feet, the caning is worse” so I said ” okay I can fix that for you” as I turned the dial of the tit zapper up and made her tits feel worse to help her forget how bad her feet felt and I laughed…it was hysterically awesome, fun, evil and yet she enjoyed it as well which made it even more enjoyable. I fucking love pain sluts!!!!!!!!!

For a sample of the Video click here

If you’d like to see the whole clip click here mauh!!!

 

AX-277 Ariel X vs. Dragon Lily

OH yes!!!! Academy has finally released my match with Dragon shot earlier this year. What can I say about dragon that can’t be said red Velvet cupcakes. They are both my favorit things in the whole wide world and I love it best when they come super creamy on top! I think that Dragon has gotten some what of a bad reputation from some of her performances on other websites. I believe it is my duty ( hehe I said doody) to set the record straight about the Dragon. She is 100% the real deal. She’s a bad ass and on any given Sunday any of us could win or lose a match. Dragon has been impressive in the past in any venue she has been in. Remember that about a year ago, she beat Academy’s star, Isamar. Dragon has had a stream of bad luck to do some physical ailments. She was completely incapacitated by an inner ear infection during the summer Vengeance tournament for US last year. She suffered from severe vertigo and found it difficult to do anything for the match. She has a chronic nerve problem that causes her leg to go numb for hours at a time. Where most of us girls would call quits, she insists on going. She is 100% bad ass ALL the time. Anyone who has any crap to talk about her wrestling skills doesn’t know wrestling and they don’t know her story.

So I felt lucky to go against the Dragon for Academy one more time. I had gone with her long ago and she was fantastic. I wanted to see how both of us have improved. Dragon has a weakness and I’m sure everyone is aware of the weakness. If she gets fingers in her pussy and if those fingers know what they are doing, She will become a slave on the mats. But she can also turn that weakness into a strength. She has learned to focus her sexual energy onto the mats and let out her “aggression” to her opponent. She has some fingering tricks up her sleeve and she’s not afraid to use them. I believe this is the first time EVER, that I have fought with a woman over who would make who come first on the mats. I’m usually so focused on “winning” that I forget the girls are naked. My chemistry with Dragon is unique in that I want to win and I’m allowed to try to win by trying to make her come because I know that is a weakness for her. I wish more girls would “cum” on the mats while wrestling. I think the world would be a much more interesting place if girls tried to battle it out on who could make who cum first on the mats.

This is a very fun, campy match but it is 100% competitive at all times. Even when the girls are getting it on before the winner is even determined, both opponents are trying their hardest to show dominance over the other. Whether it be over who can make who cum first or how can submit the other first, This is a war! To see the whole match click here

Soap 416 Chantel Lace vs. Ariel X

It’s finally up, my match with Chantel Lace that is. I shot for Academy wrestling a few months back to bring Chantel out of retirement. I had seen several of Chatel’s matches. She’s a badass. Before we started wrestling she gave me some background on herself. She has done some security jobs and was very familiar with applying sleeper holds and chicken wings to people who would piss her off. If figured I would have a good time with this girl. She seemed to know how to kick ass and take names later.

Chantel started off very aggressively. She had great wrist control which was bad news for me. The last thing I wanted was for her to be ontop of me controlling my wrists and smothering me with her big tits and/or ass.  Usually I don’t mind being stuck in a spot like that however…he tits and ass are ridiculously awesome and there is NO way I would have been able to get out of them. I would have been stuck there all day and I definitely would have lost. So I tried to avoid her tits like the plague which was damn near impossible because those bad boys were EVERY WHERE.

I do not want to spoil the ending on this one but I will say this. This match was pure size and muscle going against skill. She’s a strong girl and definitely had some size on me and I was putting my skills to the test this day. This match is 100% competitive with lots of Tits and a whole lot more Ass from both of us 🙂 It was an Honor working with such a scene legend and the sex afterwards expresses our admiration for each other 🙂 check it out please.